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Monday May 16, 2005

May 16, 2005
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I can't seem to snap out of my depression lately. I always go down hill when my husband comes home. It's not the coming home part, it's the leaving. I am so fucking lonely!

I have to get a job. I don't think I should have a problem finding one I love. I sent my resume out to 2 veterinary hospitals and I already have 2 responses. I need a job to keep me from going insane. That and we need the extra money, for something else I want...

A baby. I've wanted, I mean REALLY wanted a baby since I was 19...even tried via AI...and I don't want to wait any longer. Thing is is that the way we have to go about it is expensive. $600+ a month. It's either that or do it the old fashoin way...but with someone else. I just don't think I could do that. shocked
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brett_bretterson:
Yeah, lonliness brings out the depression in me too. But I'm sure you have throngs of followers that are willing to do something fun with you (whether or not you'd want that company, I don't know...). As for the baby, I'm sorry to hear about your troubles. I'm sure something will turn up.

Good luck on the job though. Sounds like you're gonna do some pretty good work.
May 16, 2005
bonnieblu:
I want a baby aswell. Ive wanted one for ages. I want the husband, the goth/punk house right in the middle of suberbia and the kids with punk teeshirts and dreads. I want to be the cool punk mum.

Aside from how it sounds like im only wanting it for the image, i really want a family.

I hear ya hunny...i hear ya. If you want it, then do it.

Keep rockin sister.
May 16, 2005

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