alleycake

I spill my guts to this boy I'm in love with like he just asked me to. I tell him everything that's going on in my life, everything that's stressing me out pissing me off, scaring me because I don't enjoy anything, him right now. I tell him all this and I tell him how he's acting isnt helping. Maybe he'd be scared he should act better so that I wouldnt be sick of him? No. He has the nerve to tell me that I should work for 13 hours and then come home to find a bitchy girl friend for absolutely no reason and then not be edgy. Tells me to fuck off and leaves for the night.
How many things are wrong with that picture? First of all working for 13 hours with a group of people he likes at a store he likes while he listens to his favorite bands and doesnt have to deal with customers. As opposed to sitting through boring classes 3 every day, 15 hours and having 3 tests this week. Having basically no one here that I enjoy, living in dorms, and having to still deal with his shit. Also, absolutely no reason.. when I just told him all the reasons, like he wanted me too. I just told him all my reasons, which sure do beat "Im edgy cause Ive been working a lot." And lets not forget the fuck off.... fuck off? Who says that to someone they care about? Who says that to anyone they even semi respect? Well fuck you too. We'll see whose respect was lost tonight and what it will cost them. When I say I won't talk to someone for a day, or that I'll do something, or that I'll send something, or that I feel a certain way. I mean it.