So, yesterday was really weird. It was like one of those days where so much good and so much bad happens, but then it ends up being an average day because they evened each other out. Your like "yes best day ever" then later "blah worst day ever" where in the end it's just.. an average day. What a waste of good and bad events.
I've also been having really weird dreams lately.. like for the past 3 nights. Two having to do with this website for some reason and one last night about, I don't even know. Had a weird woman in it who yelled at me and was like mutated. It might be the fact that Im getting between 4 to 5 hours every night. Its like constant REM sleep by now because Im so deprived lol.
Also, it seems like all my, I wouldnt call them friends, acquaintances rather, seem to hate me now. Today I saw two downstairs that I eat with all the time and I was sitting alone and they didn't sit with me. They had one time before when we met like that and I had to go to class soon anyway so it wouldnt have killed them to chat for 10 min, but no, they said hi, asked if they were too loud last night (which they were as usual but I said no), got food, and then said bye and went and sat on the other side of the dining hall. Wtf was that about? I don't know, I'm starting to get really used to, and not upset by, being alone. People suck anyway.
I've also been having really weird dreams lately.. like for the past 3 nights. Two having to do with this website for some reason and one last night about, I don't even know. Had a weird woman in it who yelled at me and was like mutated. It might be the fact that Im getting between 4 to 5 hours every night. Its like constant REM sleep by now because Im so deprived lol.
Also, it seems like all my, I wouldnt call them friends, acquaintances rather, seem to hate me now. Today I saw two downstairs that I eat with all the time and I was sitting alone and they didn't sit with me. They had one time before when we met like that and I had to go to class soon anyway so it wouldnt have killed them to chat for 10 min, but no, they said hi, asked if they were too loud last night (which they were as usual but I said no), got food, and then said bye and went and sat on the other side of the dining hall. Wtf was that about? I don't know, I'm starting to get really used to, and not upset by, being alone. People suck anyway.