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Thanks everyone for your support and opinions on my (in retrospect) trivial breakdown. Being home and living my own life again has boosted my confidence, the role reversal of being in a home where you're the boss and then being in your parents house can make anyone a little weird. Things have been good since I've been back, I made it to the new hooka bar here and it went way beyond my expectations. I also finally bought the 2nd season of Nip/Tuck so it's been fun watching that again obsessively. My first day back at work today, although things have kinda gone downhill since Ive been gone, it should still make me feel more like myself and less like all I do is shop, eat my moms food and smoke behind her back. Things arent all perfect, the apartment is still a mess although i cleaned a lot of it all alone yesterday while Jon was at work. It's good for him to be working though, he's enjoying it and making a lot more money than I am. He helps out a lot and hopefully together we can finish the rest of the cleaning by this week. I'm also not ready for school to start, I'm excited but I'm worried and I still don't know if I want to do what I'm doing in school right now. It'll all figure itself out though I can feel it. Once I get through a week of school and buying all my schoolbooks and get some food in the fridge and clean the tub since it's disgusting everything will feel a lot more in place. Then I'll start working out, take more pictures and start looking for a new job, as well as concentrating on school hardcore so I dont fuck it up again. Thanks for listening to my silly ramblings I love you guys.