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Friday Oct 01, 2004

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Broke as fuck!

Going to San Francisco with an overdrawn bank account. I kind of forgot about recent purchases that took forever to get deducted from my account. I really shouldnt be going this weekend but I really need to get away.

So now upon my immediate return I must go out and get a second job. I am unwilling to give up my weekends, well maybe Sundays, so dont exactly know what kind of job would be ideal for my situation. Guess Ill have to figure all that out Monday.

My foot is still in agonizing pain. Dancing this weekend will be torture but Ill dance anyway. How can I not? Just wish it would heal soon so I can stop gimping around. I look retarded.

Speaking of looking retarded. With my recent weight loss comes clothes that no longer fit which means they fall down out of nowhere. As I was walking to my friends car last night all of a sudden it felt a little cold and then I quickly noticed my pants had fallen to my ankles and everyone has a clear few of my ass. It was awesome. I only wish someone took a picture. Having a picture would have been priceless. Yeah I think I need to go shopping for some new pants that fit. Haha!

Last night was hauntingly beautiful. I think I will always remember that drive back home. Crossing the bridge that leads you out of RSM listening to NIN and looking up at the moon that was just barely covered by the dark clouds that blanketed the night sky. The thoughts running through my head, the smell of friends on my jacket, my heart beating strong and loud, everything was justwell perfect. Oh how I *heart* moments like those.


OK time to work or at least pretend that I am.

Have a wonderful weekend everyone! *muah*

Edited to add:

Nothing is more exciting and desperately sublime than impossible love -- that's what you're probably going to discover these days. You may fall in love with a person who is not free but whose charm seems irresistible to you. If you're clever enough, you might share moments of ecstasy with them that will prove as unforgettable as ephemeral. But wouldn't you do better to say goodbye to this affair and embark on another that's perfectly within your reach?

Horoscopes make me laugh.
james88:
I don't know how I stumbled into your profile, but the above journal entry is some damn fine writing. I have journal writing envy! smile
Oct 2, 2004
jint:
You should go to San Francisco, it's just money...

I thought that horoscopes was made for laughing?
Oct 2, 2004

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