Im so happy.
There is so much that Im stressed out about and so many things going wrong when Im trying so hard for them to go smoothly. Yet Im so happy to be hear, alive and well. Go give someone you love a hug and tell him or her how happy you are that they are alive and in your life. All things in this life are impermanent. Embrace everyday and everyone to the fullest.
Thanks everyone for all the sweet comments you left about my pictures. You sure know how to make a girl feel special. AwwIm so cheesy.
I thought about you today. First time I thought about you and didnt feel hate pounding through my veins. I wonder if you still feel love, hate and/or regret. I dont regret you, such lessons I learned. Thank you for teaching me people have two sides, that I have two sides.
I found my cat a home. Im so excited that hes going to a family. Hell get lots of attention and thats all I can ask for. He will be missed.
13 more days left in this place I would have liked to call home but could never really feel it, mean it, say it. So many memories in this house some good but most of them bad. I know I wont miss the feeling of the cold bathroom floor from hiding in the corner because I had nowhere else to run. I know I wont miss the awful smell that usually lingers throughout the house because none of the 9 roommates Ive had knew what the word cleanliness meant. And last but not least I know I wont miss the look on my face that living here made appear almost dailythat frustrated, hateful, angry look.
The things I will miss Ill keep close to my heart for years to come. I know Ill miss Hendrix greeting me at the front door. Ill miss my cat Harry waking me up at god-awful hours wanting to be loved. Ill miss the words Hi, my love as I walk through the bedroom door. Ill miss my friends getting drunk on Friday nights and dancing around my living room like morons. Ill miss the knocks on my door and the question Are you ok in there? They might not have been clean but they always knocked if they heard me crying. And Ill defiantly miss the location of this place. I was in walking distance of all my favorite places. Oh well, new house should go along with new favorite places.
Ill post some of my vacation pix sometime this week. Hope everyone is well and happy.
There is so much that Im stressed out about and so many things going wrong when Im trying so hard for them to go smoothly. Yet Im so happy to be hear, alive and well. Go give someone you love a hug and tell him or her how happy you are that they are alive and in your life. All things in this life are impermanent. Embrace everyday and everyone to the fullest.
Thanks everyone for all the sweet comments you left about my pictures. You sure know how to make a girl feel special. AwwIm so cheesy.
I thought about you today. First time I thought about you and didnt feel hate pounding through my veins. I wonder if you still feel love, hate and/or regret. I dont regret you, such lessons I learned. Thank you for teaching me people have two sides, that I have two sides.
I found my cat a home. Im so excited that hes going to a family. Hell get lots of attention and thats all I can ask for. He will be missed.
13 more days left in this place I would have liked to call home but could never really feel it, mean it, say it. So many memories in this house some good but most of them bad. I know I wont miss the feeling of the cold bathroom floor from hiding in the corner because I had nowhere else to run. I know I wont miss the awful smell that usually lingers throughout the house because none of the 9 roommates Ive had knew what the word cleanliness meant. And last but not least I know I wont miss the look on my face that living here made appear almost dailythat frustrated, hateful, angry look.
The things I will miss Ill keep close to my heart for years to come. I know Ill miss Hendrix greeting me at the front door. Ill miss my cat Harry waking me up at god-awful hours wanting to be loved. Ill miss the words Hi, my love as I walk through the bedroom door. Ill miss my friends getting drunk on Friday nights and dancing around my living room like morons. Ill miss the knocks on my door and the question Are you ok in there? They might not have been clean but they always knocked if they heard me crying. And Ill defiantly miss the location of this place. I was in walking distance of all my favorite places. Oh well, new house should go along with new favorite places.
Ill post some of my vacation pix sometime this week. Hope everyone is well and happy.
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So thanx
Take care kid
-SUPERMAN-
I haven't been able to get sad about anything in my life since then.