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Ive been a busy little bee lately but inside I feel as thou Ive been motionless for days. My eyes are swollen and dark from lack of sleep or maybe its from cryingI dunno. My legs hurt real bad from dancing all night Friday, riding bikes all over Catalina Saturday and then walking up and down Melrose on Sunday. I had the perfect weekend but at the end of every day I still couldnt keep a smile.

Last night I took my puppy to the hospital because my roommates dog attacked him. He has a hole in his neck and if it went any deeper he would not be here right now. My poor puppy hasnt stopped whimpering since last night. After spending $300 dollars I dont have I couldnt stop whimpering either.

I never realized how co-dependent I was until this weekend. I hate it.


I miss you.