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Today is Payday. And I have no money. How sad is that.

I am completely infatuated with someone but I dont even have the courage to talk to her. Very depressing.

So by the end of this month my good for nothing roommates will have moved out along with my ex. I have already found two replacement roommates to fill the rooms. I wish I...
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I have no idea what to dress up as for Halloween!

Please Help! Any Ideas?

So many things to regret. But there are, I believe, so very few things that one can change in one's life. There are very few acts of volition. I don't believe in individual guilt. I don't think people are responsible for what they do. We are products of circumstances that determine what we do...sometimes I wonder whether I even believe in collective guilt. And yet...
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Death

Death is more universal than life, everyone dies but not everyone lives. Do not fear death so much, but rather an inadequate life.




Can you ever forgive, if you cant forget?

When all the world dissolves and every creature shall be purified.

All places shall be hell, that are not heaven.

Christopher Marlowe

After 6 years, I am once again single

I think the strange, the crazed, the queer will have their holiday this year, I think for just a little while there will be pity for the wild.

I think in places known as gay, in secret clubs and private bars, the damned will serenade the damned with frantic drums and wild guitars.

I think, for some uncertain reason, mercy will be shown this season...
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I like to think of myself as an artist, and my life is my greatest work of art. Every moment is a moment of creation, and each moment of creation contains infinite posibilities. I can do things the way I've always done them, or I can look at all the different alternatives, and try something new and different and potentially more rewarding. Every moment presents...
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