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Currently on vacation in the Catskills with the hubby's family (4th year running). Couldn't do the whole week this year since we thought we'd be taking a honeymoon right away and it would be too many vacation days for him As it is, I'm not getting vacation days so it's good I only missed two days of work (now I can still pay rent and my bills! Nearly almost!).

I've been anxious lately, which means eventually makes me a little depressed. It's hard to be on such a social vacation when all you want to do is go of by yourself and read or sit in the sun, or fish with the hubby to finally relax.

I really want to go somewhere else. This place is great, but I don't have the same familial-based, nearly religious devotion to the place that the hubby has. The original plan we do go here every other year, and go somewhere new on the alternates. Going two years in a row was just fine, but it has become clear the best I'll do is to go somewhere else, as long as we come here too in the same year. That'll be expensive and not possible very often. That makes me sad, but he loves this place so damned much, and I can't take that from him. Then again, at some point I'm sure he'll realize that my libido improves with an increase in new experiences. That might improve my odds a little.

Can't really complain though. This afternoon I ate fried seafood and hit the pool. Yesterday I walked in the creek and sang karaoke well enough to knock everyone's socks off (again). I see some people I genuinely like (and I'm glad to see this place have ever to slightly improved non-white attendance. Geez, but people can be racist up here). Tonight there's the super-corny-wonderful salute to America, complete with fireworks and rides on a monster truck.

Saturday we head back hope, and the rev-up to the wedding in sept 24th really begins. Oh yes.
I need to enjoy this while it lasts.


Love to you...