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Monday Aug 02, 2010

Aug 2, 2010
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Oh gods,
the ups, the downs, the sheer unpleasantness of living my past month for me.
When I got new mail from NYS this weekend asking for $500 more dollars (mostly in late fees and penalties I shouldn't have to pay) I thought I'd simply break. I was so close to feeling like I could get myself back on track financially.

Luckily, after several calls, it seems I might be able to get rid of most of that bill. Plus, I have to put it down for 15 days till I get a new bill, and can then get rid of my incorrect late penalty. I am in that way forced to stress less, and I will, in fact, pay less.

Which brings me to realize today.
Yesterday was the last performance of Much Ado. I am glad to finally have my own time and have my weekends back, but damn I'm gonna miss that cast. I wish I got to know them better while it was going, but the hubby's surgery stole all it could of my life.

For the most part, I have my man back (though the urologist may have to drain him in a week or so).
For the first time since last summer, there are no conflicts in the week that aren't dinner-type social obligations, and at this point there's only one of those. I'm looking at a whole month shaped like this, with a week of beautiful "YOU MUST RELAX" vacation stuck in the middle of it.
There is one task in the way of nothingness and it is quite large.

I have a show to build.

At the moment though, I do not see it as an insurmountable challenge. Life IS more relaxed this month.

I can feel my breath become even. Mmmmmmmm...


Love to you...
grayness:
I am glad you have your man, and at least a bit of free time, back.
I will think bill death thoughts for you. No, not death. That would leave a corpse. Bill oblivion. biggrin

Much love to you. Glad you're out there.
Aug 2, 2010

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