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Thank you guys.

I yin and yang so much it sometimes concerns me. I suppose I should be happy for it. The things that cause my depression (monetary concerns, trouble finding new work) have not been resolved in the slightest, but little things like a caring word, lighthearted phone call, or a long giving hug can spring me out, at least temporarily. I'm doing much better, but I recognize its not permanent.

It is true, I need accomplishment. That really can make all the difference. Hell, cleaning the house made a difference (as the lack of doing so was compounding the sads). It ain't super clean (can't be for long with this many destructive cats) but it's more than tolerable to live in.

I want to spare an experience, a story, a something, but work calls.


Love to you....