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So far this week has been quite exciting, and that isn't a good thing. I've had the rug pulled out from under me twice in the same twenty hours hour period by the same people (some friends).

They managed to renew the source of my depression from October that I had finally kicked. Thanks ladies.
It's not as if I stopped being depressed, oh no. I've found lots of reasons for that. But this reason was a biggie. I was a mess.

After I finished crying yesterday, I finally got angry. I don't get angry very often. I usually hate it.

It's quite satisfying this time.


Meanwhile,
I've written a bunch of music in the past few months, all of which will get its stage debut in two weeks.
It's really something. I hope the stuff is well received. I'm also hoping this doesn't make opportunities that I'm not looking for. I've had too many of those. I'm already too far off the path of pursuing what's most satisfying to my soul and my wallet while keeping my #1 with me.

We'll see what we'll see...