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Friday Dec 05, 2008

Dec 5, 2008
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I'm still here. smile

You'd hardly know, I know. I check the site 4-5 times a week but never have the time and energy to blog.

News Today:
Zot is okay!

Alright, you never knew he was at death's door, but trust me, on Tuesday my favorite cat in the world (not my cat, my boyfriend's) was just about past dead when my man rushed him to the vet. I can't remember ever seeing my man so panicked. Now he's home safe. He smells quite awful, but he just started purring again so all is good in the world. Oh I love that Tennessee Long Cat.... miao!!

Meanwhile, in the past four days, my little cat has changed relationship to the house I live in. She now goes EVERYWHERE. The old crotchety cat (not Zot) has no territory left that she can call exclusively her own. Sure they fight more, but that doesn't stop her. Now she's back to doing adorable kittenish destructive things all over the house. There's nothing she likes more than figuring ways to knock fragile items off of whatever surface they are living on. I tell ya, when I move people will think I have kids due to how toddler-proof everything will be.
That's my Dina...

I wrote a song last weekend. When it get's recorded, you'll hear it (somehow...). I wrote it for the production of Torch Song Trilogy I'm sound designing. It's not written in a genre I'm particularly familiar with or comfortable writing in. I'm surprisingly pleased with the results.

In other news...

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

#3 never goes away. It helps that we work less than 12 blocks apart from each other. The time I'm off each day is about when he gets lunch, so from time to time we meet, eat, and chat. Conversations are all fabulous friend stuff. This dude could totally be one of my all time best friends without a problem. Except of course, we're still all hot and bothered for each other. We figure together that with his much improved diet, less drinking, and quitting smoking, he needs more vices to fill the gaps. Obviously, I'm the first that comes to mind.

Sure, I want him, and sure it's hot to be pursued when it's just SO WRONG and so against the rules he set for himself, but at the same time, part of what made me love him was how true he is(was?) to his wife. Nothing was done initially (short a couple couple of super-ultra hot kisses) without her express permission. When she said stop, he stopped. It broke my heart and made me love him a little more, but that was fine. To pick up again makes me a little uncomfortable. I don't want to be the one who has to say "stop." It's not fair. I'M not the one with a disapproving partner.

I can't afford to NOT be friends with his wife. I love this lady and think the woman is friggin' awesome, which is for starters, but more importantly, she's a theatrical link that I NEED. She's directing this show that I'm sound designing. Also, I'd lose other friends COMPLETELY if this somehow became news.
Now my boyfriend knows all about this thing with #3 and he's fine with the flirting and such (of course, as my man is da BOMB), but he's a sensible guy who shares my concerns. I get the constant message to tread lightly.

It's not that I don't intend to...

It's hard. Of course. I'm a creature with little will power and he tests its limits ALL the FUCKIN' TIME.

I guess it's a blessing in disguise that he's pursuing me again. I want him a little less given the circumstances (though I still love and care and all of that), which is healthier for me. I still get the ego boost from being wanted by someone I find so incredibly attractive. The fun is still there.

Most importantly, I'm still excitedly in love with my man, who I find more sexually appealing than ever (and that's saying something).

So glad I'm not freaking out about him anymore. I have no time for that!! biggrin



I have another idea for a set. It's one that I ADORE, and that certainly hasn't been done before (one that would be the first of a two parter, assuming the first got accepted). It's very dark. Unfortunately, I'd need Ilectra to do it. I live a little far away, and I'm not gonna get to travel anytime soon. blush

If you like, lady, I'll tell you my idea sometime. kiss

EDIT: Okay, I had totally missed the rather large announcement that she's gone, on the way out, and so forth. Le sads...
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Love to you...

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grayness:
How are you these days? Insanely well, I would hope.
love
Dec 28, 2008
grayness:
And, Happy New Year! smile
Dec 31, 2008

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