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Pool? Second guess, bowling.

Of course, I could say "mind", but that goes with "games", plural.
Or I could guess "pheasant", but that isn't the sort of game you meant.

I play guitar and used to play harpsichord. In my spare time I like to help my bf write music for guitar. I am a total guitar/music freak and I like everything from Woody Guthrie and Cisco Huston to Mississippi John Hurt, Sabbath, Maiden, Queen, Manson...Scarlatti, Verdi and Bach.

I also love words. Poetical, serious, humorous, sensuous words. I write poetry and have had several pieces published in poetry journals.

And red wine and cooking.

I think I may have had a bit too much red wine this evening, before writing this. It was meant to be much more interesting and profound than it is.

But. . .truth be told, I am trying to wind down. As of late I spend my days working with the rescue bunnies, and then going to my mother's house to sit and basically watch her die.
She has cancer and we have a hugely complex relationship.

It is so sad to watch a person become a shadow. It is so hard to truly grasp that there really is nothing - nothing - I can do. No control.

No power.

Only kindness and patience.

And waiting.

Is this love; or is it merely humanity?

I will forever wonder. Is that my cross to bear?

Ahh...wine wine wine!