allan

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[CHORUS:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]



I would like to think that I am still part of myself, I have been left behind and there's no going back. It's the struggle for a normal existence, I tried so hard I really did. To think, the three of swords started it all, the tarot has wiped my life away. How is it now? to be one of the unloveable I mean, seems rather dreary I suppose. Yet I can't help the feeling that my life is coming to an end, what a horrible way to go, the memory of all those who have traversed my path keep me going...I will remember you most of all I think, to the soft winds and long glances. Yet where have you all gone? Time cannot bring you back, and what is there for me now? I suppose another day, another hour, another minute will bring you all back to me...... heal the scars that have torn my heart......calm the tears that pour from me, I need.....I need.....I need, so mote it be.