allan

everytime i try to fly i fall, without my wings i feel so small, i guess i need you...
and everytime i see you in my dreams i see your face, it's haunting me....
I make believe you are here, its the only way that i see clear.....
what have i done, you seem to move uneasy.....
and every time i try to fly i...
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What a sublimely gloomy day this is, it's so depressing like father winter drank too much vodka and puked on the landscape. I want to be a bear and hibernate, yeah that sounds good....gorge myself on ramen noodles and sleep for a long long time. Damn bears have all the luck. But I think I want to be a monkey too, jumping around in trees...
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The leaves are falling now, like small flickers of flame. They seem to lick the ground and set it ablaze, it's always this time of year it seems when life slows down and relationships become more complex....maybe it's the lack of sunlight I don't know. But the rain seems to at least quench whatever frustrations I have accrued over the warmer months. Only the winter...
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I sat facing my wall today, I think I was wondering what it would say if I screamed.......I wondered how it would protest my pain.....would it hold me....or would it just simply stare back....sometimes i can't take these day's, let alone these nights.....what does it take to get a fuckin drink in this town! I say.....with that smile i painted on just to hide.....it's like...
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"In this land" said I to the shimmering moon, to the darkened sky. In this land shall I mature of mind, in this land shall we multiply. Shall we fill our sails with the morning sun ablaze, shall we travel together through these sonnets and plays.Yes it is I who have brought you here, and of the fading stars shed not but a single tear.

I have decided that Pinkisux is my new dream woman.....For all of those who don't like it...... tough shit........
GGGRRROOOOWWWLLLLL

I feel like a damn housemarm today.......Why can't my roommate do the dishes? AARRRGGHHH the world may never know......
I am such a nerd watching the history channel and eating Cinnamon Toast Crunch.........someone save me from this madness!!!!!!!!!!

It was I think in brighter days
When we smiled in so many ways
That part of me has died
and so have you
I remember i placed a rose
As I had done for the chosen few
The screams of tears in myriad form
You had become that rider on the perilous storm
Now it is up to me to carry your name
Even...
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I'm baaaacccckkkk.........this new setup sucks.....AAARRRGFGGGHHH i cant find anything dammmmmmiiiittt

I will be back soon little ones.....be prepared....(evil cackle).......because im coming to play with you all......seven days and counting.

in two days my internet access will be down for a few weeks because i am moving.....so if you want to talk do it now

I've been thinking about what it means to be "successful". I sit downtown and watch suits scurry like ants, in cadence to a drum I can't hear. I think about these "people" who spend their entire lives toiling, and for what, to be "successful". Well how successful are you when on your dying day you realize you have squandered your existence on a goal that...
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