all0nblack

Now Playing: Tiger Army - Outlaw Heart

Still reading the same damn book for like 2 weeks... I've really slowed down since this summer.

So, I guess we officially had our first fight. I also guess I misread literally everything she said. She's not giving up on us, we were just drunk and emotional and making out. I don't know. I can't stop thinking about her.

I sat in the chair for an hour today. The work was in an incredibly painful spot and I barely noticed. I just kept thinking about her and wondering when I'll speak to her, how awkward it's going to be, etc...

The tattoo turned out amazing. It's the piece that's in my profile with an extra hour on it, more deffinition added to the bottom part, more filled in, etc... I took pics but they're still on the digi and I think my roomie just walked out with it...

I kind of want to go back to like 2 months ago. I was off the drink, I'd just started my job at Powell's, I didn't know her that well, my therapy was actually working, I didn't know I'd fall this hard. I had no idea. I didn't think I'd ever start drinking again but here I am, like 2 weeks straight, again. I'm not complaining though. I'm enjoying the hell out of it.

I kind of like not having my pompadour for the time being. I hate being lumped into scenes because of a haircut. Granted, I 100% appreciate old timey rockabilly, country, the clothes, but I'm about 1000 miles from being a greaser. I just like the fucking hair and the clothes and the music. Fuck scenes... I'm a metalhead, I'm goth, I'm a post rock dork, I'm punk rock, I'm an old timey country fan. That defines nothing.

Fin