alkoholik6

today was boring..i had a nice ass dream last night..it felt real as fuck..because i kept saying to myself "I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP>..i have to get up at 8 am...i forget all the content of the dream..i just know it was good. and felt real. tomorrow is the soulfly show, hope i dont get to drunk =o)

Ruby ruby rUby sO hO! ......blehhh i wrote lyrics todizay-

-we are-

judge at your will
your feelings are useless

our skin turns to fusalage
into the days of corruption
where we all have succombed
into a void inside our souls
the non existant prophecy in witch you keep faith

the color is fading and becoming black mud
where bones turn to ash and tears...
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nothing much has happened recently, i worked, came home, worked on learning some acid bath songs on the ol ibanez. no real social activity, im possibly going to a soulfly concert monday...depends....i doubt if i will get my tatto this weekend either, because the rent a car was taken away. the only mode of transPo i had. fuckedy fuck fuck. i neeeeed a car. well...
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hi homies and hominesses alike....heres what ive done in the last two days. sat home all sunday watching my lil sister while my parents were out of town, then i get this suprise call to go to a concert. (hatebreed,six feet under) so obviously i go, get heavily trashed, then come back home and go straight to work...the show was pretty good, after about 6...
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FUCK! SEX! ORGASIM! DEATH!....now that ive got my juices flowing.....i can write about how much this last week has sucked! =o) ...its probably more retarded than good to write about it. but fuck it. thats why the journal is here...i think...Anyways. tuesday morning was just like any other last week, i was getting ready to go to work =o\ . then i smoked a cigg...
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i almost got another tatto today- the cover to S.f.U's maximum violence, the guy had the outline done already, we had paper's sighned, and i was schedualed for 5'oclock today. so he was "ok just come back and the outline should be $250. i agreed and was really excited (like i always am before getting inked) then when i got home i realized that i...
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bleh....thats really the only word to describe ma friday. work sux, i hate roads, and sun, and not being myself for 12 hours a day!!!!! and im not even getting enough money to buy a cheap ass 326 dollar guitar i really want. i need a side occupation of some sorts.................from now on ima man whore. i dont care how you look, you can give...
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ah, my own access to this site. t/y little plastic card. muah!