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Life has been uneventful...

I Finally let somone ELSE besides me take pics of me. so if u get a chance, check out my new set... Shackled Angel by puckheadli

I'm still taking applications -arr..


(incase you forgot) here are some things im looking for:

1. insightful
2. thoughtful
3. creative
4. not a complete idiot
5. kinda...dangerous!
6. tattos and piercings are ALWAYS a...
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Okay....life is sooooooooooo confusing. maybe its just guys though..... Montana guy moved without another word said to me.... a week later girl pants boy called me... claiming that he DID inface have feelings for me.. eventhough he never told me.... he said he wants to forget about the whole situation that happened the night, and we can be friends first.

I have been talking to...
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FOR ALL YOU PEOPLE WHO FIND MY LIFE INTERESTING..TONITES STORY IS FOR YOU:


Okay.. had a date with the boy that wears a girl pants...you know the one i made out with in my car? okay.. well i met him at Hyvee (grocery store) and i got in his truck and we drove to his house.. which is like in bum fuck ville... so anyways.....
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Tonite suks...im drunk....that montana moving guy..i was at my friend joe's and we got drunk..and he insisted that he drive my car..so i let him..and he was driving funny and swerving so i really wanted to drive..so i kept begging him telling him that i would do anything if he would let me drive..cuz u knew i could drive....so i started crying cuz he wouldnt..and...
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What a night... WELLLLLLLL.. the guy that is moving to Montana called me today... and appoligised for being a douche to me.. we hung out and watched 28 Days Later in my room, i got really cold, and got a blanket, and he held me to keep me warm... then he touched my face and brought his to mine and it was the friskiest, wettest,...
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YAY!!!! I AM SOOO UNBELIEVEABLY HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(3 years later)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I met this boy tonite. hes friends with a kid i work with, but i met him at Village Inn, and i was looking at him and i wrote him a note on a napkin that said "I think you are really cute" and gave it to him. and we hung out for like 5 hours. i...
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Today i was supposed to go on this blinde date thing with this guy named Kyle. I met up with him at the mall, i have NO idea he was black, so i was surprised cuz he didnt sound like the sterotypical black fella, Then i told him i needed to go to Toys R Us to get my 50$ paycheck.. and he fallowed me...
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Last night while playing Texas Hold Em Poker with the boys.. (and getting drunk might i add) I was SERIOUSLY considering having sex with a guy i dont know.. in order to have a relationship with him... fucking pathetic... And if Tacolad Hadnt called me to hang out... i would have driven drunk some where to fuck this guy. I just dont understand myself some...
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Well..... the most recent excitiment in my life..... besides that guy i like (the one thats moving away) being a complete asshole to me!! ..... about 20 minutes ago... i got bored and pierced my right nipple... i had ALOT of built up anger and frustration.. and i think it did good to put it all into that... i feel alot a better now.. a...
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I'm in a big rut. A guy i'm "in-like" with is going to be moving away at the end of the month.. like on the 28th, eh! This is sooooo typical! Theres a vicious pattern starting. the last guy i really liked moved away to Idaho. errrrrr!