alkatraz

Holy Hell.


so alot of shit happened since the last time i updated.

(sorry. damn. i been bizzy)

yeah well.. heres a short update.

Yessica left for Vegas..... i was really upset.. i started crying... then i puked everywhere.
i bought this big pillow and had everyone in our group sign it and leave a massage for her.


Rosie and Shance may be on their way to becoming an ITEM (he gave Rosie his neck necklace......)
i just told Rosie that Shance thinks their an item... and she screamed. loudly over the phone.

and speaking of giving ppl thinks.. the ring that Cricket always wears.. he gaveput it on my finger the other nite while i was driving home drunk off my ass! (i wear it on a necklace so i dont lose it.. or get it runied at school) and he was saying sweet things to me like "i would stop breathing if i meant i could be with you" and "whenever i am with you i not only want to be a good boy, but i want to be a better man"

and then the nite b4 last he told me " the more time i spend wiht you and get to know you im like..wow she is great i really want to be with her" and then he said hes falling inlove with me.

but love is such a stong word for such a short reationship.....i dunno if he means it or not..time will tell. i also heard stories about his past that scares me.. and makes me worry because of my trust issues.

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shit...smoked myself stupid... cant remember n e thing else....