FOR ALL YOU PEOPLE WHO FIND MY LIFE INTERESTING..TONITES STORY IS FOR YOU:
Okay.. had a date with the boy that wears a girl pants...you know the one i made out with in my car? okay.. well i met him at Hyvee (grocery store) and i got in his truck and we drove to his house.. which is like in bum fuck ville... so anyways.. he puts on the movie "Without A Paddle" and drinks me this weird concoction to drink.. tasted awful.. then he brought me some wine.. ick.. it was syrupy..and tanngy.. it was awful too bad after taste.. well twards the middle of the movie.. hes grabbing my pussy and trying to pull my pants off.. and hes saying "have some fun" and all that hooplah... and then finally.. i was like "If this HAS to happen.. i would rather you just fuck me.. but it has to be in the dark (cuz im self concious) well anyone.. he turned everything off... we started messing around... tonite was a nite of first... (me giving first hand job, blowjob, and having sex that i agreed to) ALLLLL because i liked this guy.. and thought he liked me.. he said he did... but after we were trying to fuck on the couch... (very uncomfertable for my legs i have to say..also having a hard time getting his dick in me.... Soooo we went upstairs to his room... and did it again upstairs there... then he was trying to get me to let him ass fuck me..errr...no way... but then afterthe sex, he lay next to me and kissed me on the nose.... and put his arms around me and held me...... and i asked him "do you want to go out with me yet?" ..and he said he didnt know.. so we got dressed.. and its like.. he was shamed cuz he didnt make me cum.. so he like.. showed me all the big guns in his house....and then we left.....On the ride home.. i was really quiet.. just thinking to myself "holy shit.. im just like the skanks hes fucked... i'm just like them.... im a fucking slut now... oh my god..." and at the same time i was pissec cuz i didnt have an orgasm or cum...and i'm all curled up..chewing on my hoodie sleeve.. and hes like "your really freakin quiet... you dont think i like you do i?" and i said "yeah i think you do.. i can tell you do by the way you held onto me......" and he said "i dont like commitment".. and i go "yeah.. there are other girls out there you have to fuck".. then there was a long silence.. and we went to McDonalds.. and he ate.. i didnt.. i was just quiet.. thinking about how much of a slut i am.. im not different from anyone else hes fucked. and thats exactly what i didnt want to be.. and i told him that.. and he said "your not, its different with you" but i cant see how.... maybe im different because i was innocent.. and he currupted that innocents, great for him... then he dropped me off at my car in the grocery store lot and said "call me sunday or somthing..." and i said "okay" waiting for him to atleast kiss me goodbye.. but he didnt.....
Later on: now on my way home... feeling completely self worthlessness i started to freak out.. i felt like.. NO emotions.. so i went online and that guy whos moving to Montana was on.... and i was talking to him.. and i was telling him what happened.. and i was like "you should have just fucked me today while i was there..." and hes like "well i'm home alone if u wanna come over.." then i swear.. somthing in my brain just..snapped... i was like "i'll be there in 20 minutes".. so i drove in the snow.. to Bluegrass where he lives... and when i was in his drive way.. i popped a Vicodin.. and went inside.. i had NO emotions what so ever.. He asked if i wanted a drink. and i said yeah.. so he gave me a screwdriver.. and i gulped it.. then eventually we ended up on his bed... he was climbing on me with his hot breath against my skin saying "what do you want me to do to you baby?" and i said "just fuck me.... just do it.. get it over with..." (thinking that this is all these guys want from me.. so just let him get it out) so he climbed on my naked.. and slid my pants off.. and rubbed his cock against my pussy and said "tell me you want me.... " and i said.. "yes i do" and he lifted one of my legs over his shoulders and started pounding ay my pussy.. if starting to feel amazing.. we were both moaning, i have to bit my sleeve to no moan really loud.. and then.. right b4 i started feeling great.. and pulled out and came... then he rolled beside me and said "lets cuddle.. i know you wanna cuddle.. i do" and i said "cuddling is for ppl who like eachother" and he said "you like me.." and i said "and u dont like me" and he goes "you have NO idea what does on in my head then" and then... i said.. "im pissed... twice tonight and i didnt even get the fuck off... im so horny... this sucks.... then we went out to the kitchen and i just put my head on the breakfast bar table... in disbelieve of myself... the one prude... who hated guys groping her.... who had two men fuck her tonite... i think i lost my mind..... then i left.. and b4 i did he just stood and hugged me.. and told me to come see him monday or tuesday night...
On the way home.. i was on the phone wiht my friend who.. weirdly know a girl.. and is apparently going out with the Montana guy.... and shes out of town for school... so he hasnt seen her... then like.. all of a sudden my emotions came back.. and i was UPSET about him .. and another girl... jesus christ...... i NEED MENTAL HELP!!!!
Did i forget to mention neither of these guys used a condom??????
Okay.. had a date with the boy that wears a girl pants...you know the one i made out with in my car? okay.. well i met him at Hyvee (grocery store) and i got in his truck and we drove to his house.. which is like in bum fuck ville... so anyways.. he puts on the movie "Without A Paddle" and drinks me this weird concoction to drink.. tasted awful.. then he brought me some wine.. ick.. it was syrupy..and tanngy.. it was awful too bad after taste.. well twards the middle of the movie.. hes grabbing my pussy and trying to pull my pants off.. and hes saying "have some fun" and all that hooplah... and then finally.. i was like "If this HAS to happen.. i would rather you just fuck me.. but it has to be in the dark (cuz im self concious) well anyone.. he turned everything off... we started messing around... tonite was a nite of first... (me giving first hand job, blowjob, and having sex that i agreed to) ALLLLL because i liked this guy.. and thought he liked me.. he said he did... but after we were trying to fuck on the couch... (very uncomfertable for my legs i have to say..also having a hard time getting his dick in me.... Soooo we went upstairs to his room... and did it again upstairs there... then he was trying to get me to let him ass fuck me..errr...no way... but then afterthe sex, he lay next to me and kissed me on the nose.... and put his arms around me and held me...... and i asked him "do you want to go out with me yet?" ..and he said he didnt know.. so we got dressed.. and its like.. he was shamed cuz he didnt make me cum.. so he like.. showed me all the big guns in his house....and then we left.....On the ride home.. i was really quiet.. just thinking to myself "holy shit.. im just like the skanks hes fucked... i'm just like them.... im a fucking slut now... oh my god..." and at the same time i was pissec cuz i didnt have an orgasm or cum...and i'm all curled up..chewing on my hoodie sleeve.. and hes like "your really freakin quiet... you dont think i like you do i?" and i said "yeah i think you do.. i can tell you do by the way you held onto me......" and he said "i dont like commitment".. and i go "yeah.. there are other girls out there you have to fuck".. then there was a long silence.. and we went to McDonalds.. and he ate.. i didnt.. i was just quiet.. thinking about how much of a slut i am.. im not different from anyone else hes fucked. and thats exactly what i didnt want to be.. and i told him that.. and he said "your not, its different with you" but i cant see how.... maybe im different because i was innocent.. and he currupted that innocents, great for him... then he dropped me off at my car in the grocery store lot and said "call me sunday or somthing..." and i said "okay" waiting for him to atleast kiss me goodbye.. but he didnt.....
Later on: now on my way home... feeling completely self worthlessness i started to freak out.. i felt like.. NO emotions.. so i went online and that guy whos moving to Montana was on.... and i was talking to him.. and i was telling him what happened.. and i was like "you should have just fucked me today while i was there..." and hes like "well i'm home alone if u wanna come over.." then i swear.. somthing in my brain just..snapped... i was like "i'll be there in 20 minutes".. so i drove in the snow.. to Bluegrass where he lives... and when i was in his drive way.. i popped a Vicodin.. and went inside.. i had NO emotions what so ever.. He asked if i wanted a drink. and i said yeah.. so he gave me a screwdriver.. and i gulped it.. then eventually we ended up on his bed... he was climbing on me with his hot breath against my skin saying "what do you want me to do to you baby?" and i said "just fuck me.... just do it.. get it over with..." (thinking that this is all these guys want from me.. so just let him get it out) so he climbed on my naked.. and slid my pants off.. and rubbed his cock against my pussy and said "tell me you want me.... " and i said.. "yes i do" and he lifted one of my legs over his shoulders and started pounding ay my pussy.. if starting to feel amazing.. we were both moaning, i have to bit my sleeve to no moan really loud.. and then.. right b4 i started feeling great.. and pulled out and came... then he rolled beside me and said "lets cuddle.. i know you wanna cuddle.. i do" and i said "cuddling is for ppl who like eachother" and he said "you like me.." and i said "and u dont like me" and he goes "you have NO idea what does on in my head then" and then... i said.. "im pissed... twice tonight and i didnt even get the fuck off... im so horny... this sucks.... then we went out to the kitchen and i just put my head on the breakfast bar table... in disbelieve of myself... the one prude... who hated guys groping her.... who had two men fuck her tonite... i think i lost my mind..... then i left.. and b4 i did he just stood and hugged me.. and told me to come see him monday or tuesday night...
On the way home.. i was on the phone wiht my friend who.. weirdly know a girl.. and is apparently going out with the Montana guy.... and shes out of town for school... so he hasnt seen her... then like.. all of a sudden my emotions came back.. and i was UPSET about him .. and another girl... jesus christ...... i NEED MENTAL HELP!!!!
Did i forget to mention neither of these guys used a condom??????
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