Last night while playing Texas Hold Em Poker with the boys.. (and getting drunk might i add) I was SERIOUSLY considering having sex with a guy i dont know.. in order to have a relationship with him... fucking pathetic... And if Tacolad Hadnt called me to hang out... i would have driven drunk some where to fuck this guy. 
I just dont understand myself some times... I just get so lonely and desperite. he was trying to tell me that he always has sex first then the relationship happens.. because "sex is very important". ugh...
I just dont understand myself some times... I just get so lonely and desperite. he was trying to tell me that he always has sex first then the relationship happens.. because "sex is very important". ugh...