alkaline28

Ok so i havnt posted in a while but things have been crazy, ie me. Anyways shits fucked up and alot of things are on my mind i need to vent so here it goes. the last year has been shit for me, for starters i was goin to college to be a paramedic and was doin rather well then being a dumb ass i dropped out in december, there goes 2 and a half years of hard work when i was so close to the end. Ever since things have been bad iv worked a number of crappy jobs inbetween my long stents of unemployment i owe a rather large sum of money that i feel ill never be able to pay back, i recently had to move back to my parents cause i couldnt pay my own way anymore, whcih depresses me to know end, i feel like people just tolerate me recently, i wanna get my shit back together and go back to school and a million other things but i just dont feel like its possible at the moment and that i dont have the motivation to do anything. ok i think ill stop there for now before who ever reads this falls asleep cause i could go on forever, anyways that was me venting some stuff and i feel a little better.

On a brighter side i got a new car cause it seems like fixxing my old broken down truck is taking to long, but it only cost me 1900 at auction for a 2000 mazda that was in great shape only had it for like a week but already liking it, but i need to pick a name for it and cant decide yet trying to figure out what suites her