alkaline

I had a meeting with my boss today and I was so anxious about it but it turned out rad. She is scary because besides being one of the owners of the company, she is SO much like me, therefore we can clash. But todays meeting, they took us for beers and basically told us how awesome we are and what a good job we're doing of running the store. PHEW. I have anxiety so I worry about everything all the time and how it could go wrong, and I am always really prepared for the worst. But it feels really really good when it actually goes right, and I left the meeting tonight really proud that they know how hard we work and that they truly appreciate it. No, I don;t want to manage a toy store forever, but my job came along when I really needed it and I'm happy to be doing something I don't hate for now. (Even if I do wake up too early and work too long!).

Besides a work rant, not much else is new. Gonna watch Operation Repo, drink some pear tea and put myself in bed. Have I ever told you how much I love sleep!!?? Dreaming is my FAVORITE thing ever. Last night I had a dream that I was hanging out with Marilyn Manson... hahah (Ive met him and he's an ASS!). But he was nice in my dream and I had flying powers that no one knew about so I showed him and he thought I was so cool! Haha

Anyone have any cool, weird, or interesting dreams lately?? Dreaming is such an interesting phenomenon!

Todays picture fails but I know you love me anyways.