I've kinda accepted my role, and even prided myself on it, of being the worrysome mother figure at all times when it comes to my friends. It occured to me this morning though that I barely ever take that attitude towards myself, I'm usually way too busy wasting my energy worrying about whether someone got home safe, is wearing their seatbelt, drank too much, whatever. I wish I had someone to worry about me once in a while.
I have Jimmy, and he does a fantastic job worrying about me and keeping me safe, but he's not always there. It's when he's not there that I get myself into trouble, and no one cares.
On a completely different note, the roads this weekend are a scary place. Kids got out of college. Not only are cops all over the place watching out for drunk drivers, there are drunk drivers that the police seem to ignore all over the place.
I got off the turnpike to go to my house last night and watched a car get off and stop behind me. He then proceeded to do a three-point turn on the off ramp to try to get back on the turnpike. He made it through the first point pretty seamlessly, except that he was now blocking both lanes of traffic. Either he got nervous, was just ridiculously drunk, or had a seizure, cos out of nowhere he slammed on the gas, while still in drive, and proceeded to slam into the guard rail in front of his car. I'm not quite sure whether he noticed that he had done that though, cos then he threw it in reverse and sped off onto the highway going way too fast.
I've also been sick for almost a week now, but I have no idea what's wrong with me. I've had a headache every day when I wake up, my nose is stuffy. I have cramps, and I have my period, which I got 2 days early, and seems to want to stick around longer than it normally does. My temperature keeps jumping around, but I don't really have a fever. My body hurts and I'm constantly exhausted. I have NO idea what is wrong with me.
My friend Diane wants me to hang out tonight, I really hope we don't do something shitty and it's just a girls night. We haven't had many of those lately. She got a new boyfriend. I'm sure you all know the new boyfriend rule (keep in mind she's also 20 and just got out of a 5 year relationship before she started dating this kid). If he comes along tonight, I'm probably gonna throw a fit. Not that I don't like the kid (I don't like him for HER), I'm just kinda sick of him having to be included every single time we hang out, listening to them bicker, and then sitting around watching TV and watching them fall asleep.
Everyone, try to send some love and good wishes my way to not feel sick anymore.
My friend said that my ex-manager who hates me is actually a warlock who cursed me with a common cold. THAT'S A 50 DKP MINUS!
I have Jimmy, and he does a fantastic job worrying about me and keeping me safe, but he's not always there. It's when he's not there that I get myself into trouble, and no one cares.
On a completely different note, the roads this weekend are a scary place. Kids got out of college. Not only are cops all over the place watching out for drunk drivers, there are drunk drivers that the police seem to ignore all over the place.
I got off the turnpike to go to my house last night and watched a car get off and stop behind me. He then proceeded to do a three-point turn on the off ramp to try to get back on the turnpike. He made it through the first point pretty seamlessly, except that he was now blocking both lanes of traffic. Either he got nervous, was just ridiculously drunk, or had a seizure, cos out of nowhere he slammed on the gas, while still in drive, and proceeded to slam into the guard rail in front of his car. I'm not quite sure whether he noticed that he had done that though, cos then he threw it in reverse and sped off onto the highway going way too fast.
I've also been sick for almost a week now, but I have no idea what's wrong with me. I've had a headache every day when I wake up, my nose is stuffy. I have cramps, and I have my period, which I got 2 days early, and seems to want to stick around longer than it normally does. My temperature keeps jumping around, but I don't really have a fever. My body hurts and I'm constantly exhausted. I have NO idea what is wrong with me.
My friend Diane wants me to hang out tonight, I really hope we don't do something shitty and it's just a girls night. We haven't had many of those lately. She got a new boyfriend. I'm sure you all know the new boyfriend rule (keep in mind she's also 20 and just got out of a 5 year relationship before she started dating this kid). If he comes along tonight, I'm probably gonna throw a fit. Not that I don't like the kid (I don't like him for HER), I'm just kinda sick of him having to be included every single time we hang out, listening to them bicker, and then sitting around watching TV and watching them fall asleep.
Everyone, try to send some love and good wishes my way to not feel sick anymore.
My friend said that my ex-manager who hates me is actually a warlock who cursed me with a common cold. THAT'S A 50 DKP MINUS!
xerxes:
Enjoy your evening and I hope you feel better soon 
korbendallas:
Much love to ya. I think you need to get some sleep, lots and lots of sleep, and don't forget the oranges. 