alivewocause

Just when you think all your problems are coming to a stopping point, something comes up and aggitates them back to where they originally were or worse.... and all it takes to break the thresh-hold of your pain seems to get even smaller than what it was at a year ago. Is it human flaw to bring others down or is it a pleasure to do so? I really have a problem with those that think that the others around them and the entire fucking world has it out for them..... if the world was out to get you and make your day bad, i think it could do a better job than what is already wrong with you, and if the people were out to get you, you would not know it because you are to involved in your own little world of self-worth to notice it........period.

Well, it has been a while since i have updated and there are a million reason as to why, but to bore you with them would waste my time typing them out and your time in reading them so let us move onto something happy..... i have found someone who i can actually have a conversation with outside of the bedroom talk.... and i have no clue as to her last name. I am not really sure if that is a bad thing or not but i have no clue wha it is and i really dont care either because we seem to have a simple kind of realtionship where we talk. It is really relaxing and makes me feel good. Totally plutonic though... which kinda sucks though because she is really beautiful.

So how have you all been.... not so bad here, just a snag in the bush called life that can be sown right up... have a happy time in you little worlds and give me a hello when you stop by.
Alive