alivewocause

Ahhhh...went to go see Calico System and it Fucking Ruled....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... man, I love going to shows..all the adrenaline rushing through every pore and vein... the natural high that keep you going even though the show is over has got me hooked like a bad junkie... and I love it so much....

Me and a couple of friends are doing a lan party today so we went out and bought a shit-load of this drink called Bawls... this shit will make a person hyped up on coke think that I got the good shit... this shit gets you so hyper that you don't even know where to start.

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Have any of you ever like a person and they like you... until a couple of days later when they just up and decide that they have stopped liking you???? What the hell is up with that? It has happened 4 times this summer and I donn't know what the hell to do about it because I tell the girls from the beginning that it is there choice to do as they like... and they are like "That makes me feel so good knowing that I am in control"... then three days later I hear "I woke up this morning and was like 'I don't like him anymore'".... Now what the hell is that??? Maybe I am the nieve one or the innocent one... not them... or maybe I am just doome to live alone....

It is all just a game though... at least until they say yes... this is my philsophy. Thsi way, I never feel rejected when this kinda shit happens... I guess I will live for a little while longer....

I was just wondering if this happens to alot of people or just me... Email me at Alvewithoutcause222@yahoo.com if you have had similiar problems or if you have advise... I would like to hear from you....

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