Somedays, the wanderlust hits me hard.
Days when I say to myself, wha the fuck am I doing here, and almost, almost, decide to just grab some notebooks, a handful of dollars, and a couple of pairs of socks and just walk away. Where? I don't know and it doesn't matter, just so long as its new.
This is the reason I don't have a passport: the temptation to just leave it all behind and see the world would be too much. This is the reason I have dug myself into massive debt: responsibility dictates that I get a job and pay my bills. This is why I am never really happy too long anywhere: everything I am just wants to go.
Today the wanderlust is strong. Today I am definately thinking about sending in my forms, getting that passport, and just leaving. Today the road calls and I am trying not to answer...
but I'm losing.
I think the day is coming soon when I'll just say fuck it, accept that I am going to screw over some of the people I give a shit about, and just grab some things and go.
What do you lot think? Think I should just walk away and never look back?
...because I know I think I should.
Days when I say to myself, wha the fuck am I doing here, and almost, almost, decide to just grab some notebooks, a handful of dollars, and a couple of pairs of socks and just walk away. Where? I don't know and it doesn't matter, just so long as its new.
This is the reason I don't have a passport: the temptation to just leave it all behind and see the world would be too much. This is the reason I have dug myself into massive debt: responsibility dictates that I get a job and pay my bills. This is why I am never really happy too long anywhere: everything I am just wants to go.
Today the wanderlust is strong. Today I am definately thinking about sending in my forms, getting that passport, and just leaving. Today the road calls and I am trying not to answer...
but I'm losing.
I think the day is coming soon when I'll just say fuck it, accept that I am going to screw over some of the people I give a shit about, and just grab some things and go.
What do you lot think? Think I should just walk away and never look back?
...because I know I think I should.
kitsune76:
I think you should one day but get yourself some skills/money you can fall back on if it goes pear-shaped.
faeryrae:
hey stranger. thanks for your comment. made me think. like you always do that is. my AOL account got messed up and i lost your screen name for AIM so if you IM it back to me it would be nice since i wont be a memeber of this site for a while since i cant afford it. my screen name for AIM is raeidle9. hope to hear from you soon.