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alistairmather

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Tuesday Dec 16, 2003

Dec 16, 2003
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am feeling particularly crazy tonight. horrible awful things are stalking me behind my closed eyelids. if i keep them closed for too long they will find me. they will come tearing out of my occular cavity and i will be blind and alone with the horrible things living inside my head.

i think i am going to go find a crowd and close my eyes reeeeeal tight.

why no, i haven't been sleeping any better lately, why do you ask?

anyway, things in head getting closer. need to get out now. if not eaten by evil little dead eyed children with jagged jagged teeth i will post something coherent later.

in the meantime, i will be gouging out my eyes....

VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
kealli:
...and she said *you're* the one who's moved on.
Dec 18, 2003
mrsmead:
the other night i dreamt santa was getting fucked in the apartment next door
(ho......Ho........HO!!!!!!)
then i found a dolphin that had it's face ripped off but was still alive
santa killed it with a bladed shovel
i awoke with a strange desire to get thw whole scene tatted on my forearm

hope this provides some solidarity smile
Dec 19, 2003

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