Friday Jun 29, 2012

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Nice right? Fuckin' A... and I've found a room for rent and the "roommates" seem all right, on the phone at least, and I could move in if I wish and get a job and all that, except for one thing.. I've never felt so alone in my life here. And it's left me feeling completely unmotivated to do just about anything. I hardly even want to go jungle hiking anymore. All the beauty in the world isn't enough to fill this gut wrenching emptiness... I'm tired.. not from lack of sleep.. just tired.
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sal_:
Your in a place that has a lot of beauty all around you. All you have to do is get yourself out their and meet people. Start by looking up groups, activities or stores/hangouts that you will find people with similar interests. But I'm sure you know that and have been told that advice many times.

Just keep putting one foot in front of the other until then, you never know who you might run into that way.
lectorvyal:
exactly how i feel right now, in fact have done for years but biting the bullet and making a move to get out is hard, harder than all the people constantly telling me to do so realize, that and the depression and loneliness killing any motivation i have to even bother

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