Right now I'm crushing on Lauren Ambrose. She's so pretty. And insane! She's paler than I am, and has doen two movies that take place on a beach! I'd be under an umbrella hiding from skin cancer...
MY contributor's copies of Down and Dirty 2 are here. My first published work. It's in my hands and my story is on page 8 with my name (even though they screwed it up. I told them I wanted my initials, not my first name) at the top. I can die happy, knowing that my name will be buried somewhere in the library of congress... Read More
Got a new cat. It was an accident and so *not* my fault...though I'm not trying very hard to find a new home for her. She's adorable and you can see pics of her along with my other pets in my pics.
So now I have kitties. I'm too young to be a cat lady!
Wrote this little essay at the club last night (i'm the only writer in the world that goes to dark, noisy, gay dance clubs for inspiration):
I resent a lot of girls for wanting nothing to do with me. I resent Michelle for shooting me down after I put my whole being on the line to ask her out. I resent Gift for never noticing... Read More
not for noyhing but i dont say vocalizize my opinoions for thr pleasure of the masses, i say what i feel. i felt you suffering and i thought you were too young to bear that pain. i was clinically dead a year younger than when you wote this. A girl i was in love with for almost 10 years ripped my heart to shreads.( yes it was mostly my fsult) but i eas too young and dumb to realize the consequences. i dint want anyone to ever. tried to take my own life. pills, drinking, driving, cutting, slicing whatever. its only a temporary distraction from the real pain.
Pics from Rocky last night are up. They include me dressed as a french maid, and me wearing next to nothing. And I have a lesbian scene. Aside from that:
It was embarrasing. After the show last night we went to dennys. There are always a few stragglers from the audience that tag along, and I referred to one of them as 'this guy' right... Read More
Went to a chat room that I frequent when I'm bored. I really wish I could copy and past some of the convos I have there. Here's a sample that I will painstakingly type out.
GUY: Want to play?
ME: Can we play monopoly?!? I LUV monopoly!!
ME: I like Scrabble too. Once I used all seven letters.
GUY: That sounds exciting.
ME: It WAS!!!!... Read More