Everytime I see Michelle, I feel this tiny ache of resentment that really bothers me sometimes. I mean, she rejected me over a year ago. It's time to move on. I mostly have.
But I put myself out there. I risked my feelings with her the way I never would have with any man, and it was the first time I ever had the strength to tell a woman how I felt about her.
It hurts that I have this negative feelng towards the one woman who, if I can't be her lover, I would like to be best friends with. (It also hurts that she doesn't want that either.)
But I put myself out there. I risked my feelings with her the way I never would have with any man, and it was the first time I ever had the strength to tell a woman how I felt about her.
It hurts that I have this negative feelng towards the one woman who, if I can't be her lover, I would like to be best friends with. (It also hurts that she doesn't want that either.)
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mngddss:
OMG where do they do this Rocky Horror at?? I've been looking all over as the one in PGH shut down a while ago. Akron isn't that far I don't think...
mngddss:
Yah, darn, what a bummer!