aliendragon

i was asleep when you messaged me. don't worry about it...it is really no big deal and it is not your fault. really it is not. i just have a lot of crap going on right now so i am kinda sensitive. plus i have always felt somewhat invisible on the site, but i still love it with all my heart. if i had better photosets they would get more comments...that is just the way it is and the way it should be. besides, i have had so many people tell me that i look way different and better in person than in my pictures and i know that is true too. my brain is just wired a bit different than most peoples, and in my sets i wanted to show i was far more than a punk girl. i did not want my sets to be cheesy generic punk rock sets because i thought it was pretty evident that i am passionate about punk and have been into ot for many years and am not some girl who went punk because it looked cool or to get punk guys to like me. so...i was not frustrated really that my sets get low comments, more frustrated how people were acting like i dropped out and was not punk because i did a set with my hair down or bacause my sets are not only about being punk. i was frustrated because i think it is really obvious i am not some girl into punk for lame reasons. i am 26 and have been doing this since i was 13. sadly, most girls don't stay into punk past the age of 21 or 22. so my frustration steamed from people not wanting to see the parts about me that separate me from the brody's and the nancy's of the punk world. no big deal really, so don't stress about it. i had a really cool and creative idea for my next set, but i am changing it to suit more what the viewer here wants to see. so expect in my next set to see my hair up and something a bit more...well...punk rock oriented. seriously though, don't feel bad about it. your opinion is very valid and you are the customer. any smart business strives to give the customer what it wants, and i guess i need to work on that if i want my sets to get more than a 150 comments.