alienblueprint

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i am doing nothing. something will change soon.

i hope?

motherfucking st louis on sunday....
the most boring place on the planet, where all i will do is sit on my ass and think of the 463,000 other things i could be doing at any given moment.

adventure adventure.

i'm a regular god damn pirate.

well well well..

WOOPITY DOOOOOO!!!!!

ah.....


exhale.

travel travel travel...
who lives in chicago and wants to hang out? i will be in round lake beach the next 3 days.. and then in fort wayne indiana for two...

my milk and cheesecake have gone sour.

good hot god damn... tommorow i spend two days in st louis.

TWO BORING FUCKING TORTURED DAYS IN ST LOUIS.

noone to see.. nothing to do.. nowhere to go... bored bored bored bored bored...

i cut the shit out of my hand today... 5 stitches.

christ i am pissed.

why do i write here?

so much travel...

so alone.

chicago.. cleveland.. here and there... i go i go i.... go.

so.... so alone.

i saw a man that looked just like me today at the store. he grinned at me and then opened his shirt... i slammed my fist deep inside of his chest to rip out his heart.but when i did, i only pulled out a small tv. the image on the screen was of a day in my life when i was 5 years old... my...
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hi.