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so i already got over my hangover for today...gotta love a bottle of wine @ 5PM. we would have been drinking earlier, but there was no corkscrew to be found in the allustrious apartment of my fellow afternoon wine drinking partner.

i just finished the book that i was working on.
i would post pics but i am too lazy to read how bok
well, maybe...
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phineas:
what kind of book did you make?
aficionado:
finished a book you were working on? working on as in reading or working on as in writing?
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packing up all of my clothes & shoes in the biggest suitcases that i could find...
frown
phineas:
good luck. hope you feel better...
phineas:
i didn't really have any inspiration. i just wanted to make something with a chord progression for a change. most of the songs i make are electronic/noise so this was a big change.
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i found out what i should get for my birthday...

beck in chicago
AND
a night here

whose with me?!
my b-day is sept. 19th (yeah, i am already thinking about it) but, hey if i have to make reservations and shit...
let me know!

boooo,
i leave this sunday.
not cool.
i am trying to hang out with Sic every chance that i get....
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suicidesic:
jones is a cutey...did you talk to her at all? yeah sunday is coming too soon... whatever

good luck seeing beck...I'm sure you will manage and have a great time, I'll talk to you tomorrow... kiss
aficionado:
what kind of a tattoo were you thinking about getting? I haven't alreay asked you that have I? I don't think so. so yeah. whatchya thinkin?
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oh no...
this is going to hurt.

yes, everyone, i was referring to getting a tattoo which i still haven't gotten whatever
and some emotional painage of having to leave tucson...
i'm always leaving, always on the move...always leaving someone behind.

today is my last day hanging out with Kelly. i am dropping her off at Sky Harbor this afternoon frown
we had a friggin' awesome time....
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ldwarren:
There seems to be a lot of moving round the country by Americans, We dont really experience that much over here, you kind of base yourself where you were born or move nearer the biggest city. I think the UK is more regionalised so its trickier for people to intergrate themselves into a new community.

Well, if you arent jealous of your friend..i am! wink
jasondelane:
I wanna go to a place with a neat name like Calabasas....
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oh no
this is going to hurt...
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suicidesic:
What are you doing....????

suicidesic:
"I'm sorry...it'll be better soon...just dont think about it so much...

Just think of something good, to get your mind off of it...I'll even help...

******You're thinking of buying me a plane ticket so we can party******

See...alllll better.... "

This fucking guy is barking up the wrong tree....you need to chill out man...
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geez, what a boring-ass sunday.
i wanted to run to this art supply store in town, but it is closed--booo. and apparently, it is the only one in town.
so now my book waits, in sad little pieces...

i am picking up my friend Kelly tomorrow from Phoenix which i am quite excited about. plans are to show her a good time. so i am...
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terdferguson:
Yeah, I really did nothing, but then again I'm leaving for a vacation in Vegas on the 15th for a whole week.
aficionado:
what's your favorite kind of pie? I like french silk. mmmmmmmm.
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thanks for all of your encouraging words.
it's easy to let other people (and their comments) get to you, and i think that i why i started to second guess myself. in a culture so surrounded by materialism and status symbols...i guess that i need to stop worrying about what other people think of me. this is something that i realized that i grew into...i...
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ldwarren:
Modern culture is bollocks yes. I reject as much of it as I can and create my own little world. Makes me sound like a crazed hippy.

You better be partying at this exact moment in time or you're in trouble!
jasondelane:
Hey, about the whole favorite SG pics thing, just make a folder in your pics called Favorite Non-SG pics.....

BTW, Am I invited to party central? biggrin
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i always feel so inadequate.

like, just not good enough.

this applies to all areas of my llife...

fucking damn it all to hell.


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twlsb:
I think you and I have lots in common. Especially a few things that aren't so good. Oh well. I had the same experience last night. Like a moth to a flame. Someday i'll tell you all about it. Cheer up. Soon you will back in the CU, the coolest place in the world!

mad mad mad < "Grr!"
aficionado:
well, as the great Tyler Durden says, "I say let us never be complete. I say stop being perfect" and other trite nothings. Or, as an old Chinese proverb says, "Be not afraid of growing slowly. Be only afraid of standing still." As long as you're striving for perfection you'll always feel a bit inadequate, but the important thing is the growth. Perfection should never be a realistic goal anyhow. Simply strive to be better.

blah blah blah. those are my two cents on this matter of yours that I know absolutely nothing about. Take it as you will. heh.

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my eye hurts blackeyed i wonder what is going on with that...
i have to work all day. boooo.
so i have no time to work on my art or get some new supplies.
i'll post pics when it is done.

here some more random stuff about me... blush

LASTS:
1. Last cigarette: years and years and years ago
2. Last car ride: to go to buffalo...
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suicidesic:
sushi was great, the kiss was great... I hope your eye is alright kiss xxx
aficionado:
I do not enjoy the smoking. I don't do it. but just about every one of my friends or acquaintances do. it's a bit annoying.

How's that eye of yours doin?
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i have heard that i am a little hard to get to know...
so here is one of these thingys that everyone does.
it's lame, but i am really bored
kiss


FIRSTS:
1. First concert: 311! haha. i think my friend's parents drove us there...
2. First car: a light blue toyota camry. it got totaled by a deer.
3. First real kiss: was with a...
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jasondelane:
First self purchased album : AC/DC - Back in Black! \m/ hell ya

but anyways...you seem interesting biggrin love
twlsb:
We share two firsts, can you guess which ones they are?

mad <"Grrr!"