ok,
so i finished alot of important shit today.
including working on my lingerie wish list..
i'm obsessed, in case you didn't know.
check out these hot little numbers.
i'm a size small.
lace up teddy
sheer teddy
lacey flowers
and this dress....
drool
i'm so getting this one:
vinyl dress
oh, and this site...
this is my dream job
to model for this site...
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so i finished alot of important shit today.
including working on my lingerie wish list..
i'm obsessed, in case you didn't know.
check out these hot little numbers.
i'm a size small.
lace up teddy
sheer teddy
lacey flowers
and this dress....
drool
i'm so getting this one:
vinyl dress
oh, and this site...
this is my dream job
to model for this site...
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i have a shit ton of stuff to do today since it is sunday...
hw (one-page paper)
scrubbing the kitchen floor
cleaning
finish stuff in my room...one more curtain to hang
(i am quite handy, you know. apparently, i am the only one around here that can wield power tools...)
uhm..
i'm sure i'll find other stuff, too.
Oh, getting the hell away from here....
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hw (one-page paper)
scrubbing the kitchen floor
cleaning
finish stuff in my room...one more curtain to hang
(i am quite handy, you know. apparently, i am the only one around here that can wield power tools...)
uhm..
i'm sure i'll find other stuff, too.
Oh, getting the hell away from here....
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suicidesic:
Oh ok, I thought I had done something to make you upset.... 
umm...yeah I also hate seeing all of the happy couples, it makes me sad as well, thanks for all of the nice things you said to me yesterday, I really am moved that you truly believe all of it. 
I'm going to hit a movie with Gene and Chris, I'll catch you around later I hope. *muah xoxo
umm...yeah I also hate seeing all of the happy couples, it makes me sad as well, thanks for all of the nice things you said to me yesterday, I really am moved that you truly believe all of it.
I'm going to hit a movie with Gene and Chris, I'll catch you around later I hope. *muah xoxo
maybe it's all just fun & games.
but this is my heart.
tonight sucks.
but this is my heart.
tonight sucks.
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suicidesic:
Ummm....what's wrong hun....I hope you are ok..you seemed ok when we talked earlier...give me a call tomorrow if you want to ok 
take it easy ok.
I miss you, xoxox
take it easy ok.
I miss you, xoxox
phaedrus33:
Alidora, you wrote:
kisses...oh i wish that i were kissing someone right now...
[likewise, I'm sure . . . ]
kisses...oh i wish that i were kissing someone right now...
[likewise, I'm sure . . . ]
when it all comes down to it...
when all is said and done...
guys really don't care about girls.
this is what i know, what i have experienced and known.
and until some guy comes along and makes me feel like the single most important woman in the world, i will continue to feel this way...
damn it all.
cheers.
when all is said and done...
guys really don't care about girls.
this is what i know, what i have experienced and known.
and until some guy comes along and makes me feel like the single most important woman in the world, i will continue to feel this way...
damn it all.
cheers.
jasondelane:
You are the single most important woman in the world, because when it comes down to it, you make people feel happy and you care. If you would have never made all those people care, one of them might have gone crazy and blown up the world. So now you've saved the world singlehandedly. So that makes you the single most important woman in the woman...
Cheers
Cheers
i finally have functioning internet.
omfg.
i had to back up allll of my stuff on my computer and re-install everything. which apparently went smoothly. luckily i didn't lose anything, so that makes me a very very happy girl!
i have some hw to start on, including visiting the krannert for an industrial design exhibit. i am so pumped to start working on design again...sigh......
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omfg.
i had to back up allll of my stuff on my computer and re-install everything. which apparently went smoothly. luckily i didn't lose anything, so that makes me a very very happy girl!
i have some hw to start on, including visiting the krannert for an industrial design exhibit. i am so pumped to start working on design again...sigh......
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terdferguson:
I most certainly hope you get a set, you're a very pretty girl.
phineas:
jesus. i can't go without the interweb for more than a day. you gots my respect.
i got the job! yay!
it was a really short interview, which was a good sign. i'll be working at my favorite bar in downtown champaign. they play great music, the crowd is chill, and the ambiance is sweet. i guess that i will be bartending at first (which scares me, cause i can be kind of a space-case sometimes...oh well) but i would rather...
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it was a really short interview, which was a good sign. i'll be working at my favorite bar in downtown champaign. they play great music, the crowd is chill, and the ambiance is sweet. i guess that i will be bartending at first (which scares me, cause i can be kind of a space-case sometimes...oh well) but i would rather...
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twlsb:
Highdive?
aficionado:
congratulatatatoins and all that jazz! can I come to these mad parties?
so i start my one class tomorrow. senior graphic design studio. it's with a new professor and word on the street is that he is going to talk about portfolios for the first 3 weeks.
this should be interesting...
yeah, i still don't have internet...guh.
but, i think that i am going to be offered a position at a really sweet lounge in downtown champaign....
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this should be interesting...
yeah, i still don't have internet...guh.
but, i think that i am going to be offered a position at a really sweet lounge in downtown champaign....
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aficionado:
the placement of "love" and "making" next to each other caught my eye, and then to my dismay it had nothing to do with gettin it on. shucks! awwww well.
anyway, good luck avec pour interview, ma amie!
anyway, good luck avec pour interview, ma amie!
suicidesic:
Hey good luck there *kiss for good luck, but you don't need it because you have skill. So I guess you are going to try out the lounge deal? Ummm, the thing with my being alone with my artwork...I was thinking about how I do some work then for some reason I manage to piss off a lot of people....I'm never worried about it you know It just seems that everytime I make some photos or something, someone ends up not wanting to converse or deal with me for reasons unknown. I'm just having a rough week I think, but this sort of thing has been a trend, I'll do some big work and people get like catty or intimidated....I don't know it's hard for me to explain. Take it easy my girl.
Yours truly, SIC xoxoxo
So I guess you are going to try out the lounge deal? Ummm, the thing with my being alone with my artwork...I was thinking about how I do some work then for some reason I manage to piss off a lot of people....I'm never worried about it you know It just seems that everytime I make some photos or something, someone ends up not wanting to converse or deal with me for reasons unknown. I'm just having a rough week I think, but this sort of thing has been a trend, I'll do some big work and people get like catty or intimidated....I don't know it's hard for me to explain. Take it easy my girl.
Yours truly, SIC xoxoxo
well, i survived another day here in chambana...
my roomie and i somehow managed to spend 5 hours at the mall, i kid you not. i think that is a personal record. i found this pinstriped tripp skirt that has corseting all up the back...so hott. my butt looks fabulous in it. can't wait to wear that one out...found some other random shit. wore me...
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my roomie and i somehow managed to spend 5 hours at the mall, i kid you not. i think that is a personal record. i found this pinstriped tripp skirt that has corseting all up the back...so hott. my butt looks fabulous in it. can't wait to wear that one out...found some other random shit. wore me...
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aficionado:
hey, you need to like, post some more pictures here. hehe.
What classes are you taking, yo?
What classes are you taking, yo?
suicidesic:
I wish I could see you in that, you know how much I love pin stripes....I'm sure I'll make it to see you soon enough, at least I hope so but yeah I know you are doing well and that makes me feel good 
I can't wait until I start making some work again soon, my present to you will be the first I do... 
Your book is great by the way, I still can't look at it without getting teary eyed ...talk to you soon darlin'
Ciao, SIC
but yeah I know you are doing well and that makes me feel good I can't wait until I start making some work again soon, my present to you will be the first I do... Your book is great by the way, I still can't look at it without getting teary eyed ...talk to you soon darlin'
Ciao, SIC
ok ok ok.
i know that i pretty much dropped off the face of the earth, but i have been so incredibly busy moving onto campus. the lack of internet is to blame also...
well, it is humid as all hell here in IL and i want to go back to tucson already.
good news is, i love my apartment and my roomies kick so...
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i know that i pretty much dropped off the face of the earth, but i have been so incredibly busy moving onto campus. the lack of internet is to blame also...
well, it is humid as all hell here in IL and i want to go back to tucson already.
good news is, i love my apartment and my roomies kick so...
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drugstorecowboy:
Glad to hear everything's working fine. And I have to disagree about Illinois being lame. Sufjan Stevens made a whole album about the state. And well........
...............yea you're right. it's pretty lame.
But John Wayne Gacey Jr. is from there. And he dressed up like a clown and killed people.
Yea.
...............yea you're right. it's pretty lame.
But John Wayne Gacey Jr. is from there. And he dressed up like a clown and killed people.
Yea.
evander23:
I just came across your journal and I have to say you are so very beautiful....that is all.
Oh....and me talk pretty one day is one of Sedaris' best works.
Oh....and me talk pretty one day is one of Sedaris' best works.
by the time most of you are reading this, i will already be in Illinois...stepping off the plane buckling down for another semester of school (finally, my last)
i have had to leave someone really important behind.
i have no tears right now, only happy memories
(to be replaced by new ones in the future with him)
'till the next time i'm in arizona.
you...
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i have had to leave someone really important behind.
i have no tears right now, only happy memories
(to be replaced by new ones in the future with him)
'till the next time i'm in arizona.
you...
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christar222:
good luck
twlsb:
Call me when you get here. I am in my new house and it is sick.
And the Ninth Letter website is also really great.
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