thanks for all of your encouraging words.
it's easy to let other people (and their comments) get to you, and i think that i why i started to second guess myself. in a culture so surrounded by materialism and status symbols...i guess that i need to stop worrying about what other people think of me. this is something that i realized that i grew into...i...
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it's easy to let other people (and their comments) get to you, and i think that i why i started to second guess myself. in a culture so surrounded by materialism and status symbols...i guess that i need to stop worrying about what other people think of me. this is something that i realized that i grew into...i...
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i always feel so inadequate.
like, just not good enough.
this applies to all areas of my llife...
fucking damn it all to hell.
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like, just not good enough.
this applies to all areas of my llife...
fucking damn it all to hell.
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twlsb:
I think you and I have lots in common. Especially a few things that aren't so good. Oh well. I had the same experience last night. Like a moth to a flame. Someday i'll tell you all about it. Cheer up. Soon you will back in the CU, the coolest place in the world!
< "Grr!"
aficionado:
well, as the great Tyler Durden says, "I say let us never be complete. I say stop being perfect" and other trite nothings. Or, as an old Chinese proverb says, "Be not afraid of growing slowly. Be only afraid of standing still." As long as you're striving for perfection you'll always feel a bit inadequate, but the important thing is the growth. Perfection should never be a realistic goal anyhow. Simply strive to be better.
blah blah blah. those are my two cents on this matter of yours that I know absolutely nothing about. Take it as you will. heh.
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blah blah blah. those are my two cents on this matter of yours that I know absolutely nothing about. Take it as you will. heh.
[Edited on Aug 06, 2005 7:22PM]
my eye hurts
i wonder what is going on with that...
i have to work all day. boooo.
so i have no time to work on my art or get some new supplies.
i'll post pics when it is done.
here some more random stuff about me...
LASTS:
1. Last cigarette: years and years and years ago
2. Last car ride: to go to buffalo...
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i have to work all day. boooo.
so i have no time to work on my art or get some new supplies.
i'll post pics when it is done.
here some more random stuff about me...
LASTS:
1. Last cigarette: years and years and years ago
2. Last car ride: to go to buffalo...
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suicidesic:
sushi was great, the kiss was great... I hope your eye is alright
xxx
aficionado:
I do not enjoy the smoking. I don't do it. but just about every one of my friends or acquaintances do. it's a bit annoying.
How's that eye of yours doin?
How's that eye of yours doin?
i have heard that i am a little hard to get to know...
so here is one of these thingys that everyone does.
it's lame, but i am really bored
FIRSTS:
1. First concert: 311! haha. i think my friend's parents drove us there...
2. First car: a light blue toyota camry. it got totaled by a deer.
3. First real kiss: was with a...
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so here is one of these thingys that everyone does.
it's lame, but i am really bored
FIRSTS:
1. First concert: 311! haha. i think my friend's parents drove us there...
2. First car: a light blue toyota camry. it got totaled by a deer.
3. First real kiss: was with a...
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jasondelane:
First self purchased album : AC/DC - Back in Black! \m/ hell ya
but anyways...you seem interesting
but anyways...you seem interesting
twlsb:
We share two firsts, can you guess which ones they are?
<"Grrr!"
fucking frigg i hate being torn away from laying in bed all day...
just two more days of work. ayre ayre mates!
then i can take as many naps as i please
guten nacht meinen freunden!
just two more days of work. ayre ayre mates!
then i can take as many naps as i please
guten nacht meinen freunden!
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ldwarren:
I need to sleep for years to make up for the naps I've missed..
aficionado:
Je ne parle pas Allemand, ma amie. holy god. I haven't spoken, let alone written French in a LONG time.
Enjoy your naps.
bonne nuit, yo
Enjoy your naps.
bonne nuit, yo
nick hexum rocks my fucking world...
did anyone catch the show last night?
amazing
i am going to try to see them when they are up in chicago, too.
if you don't know what band i am talking about, then you obviously aren't very cool.
today will be fun times...lunch with Sic! yay.
stay positive and love your life
peace ya'll
did anyone catch the show last night?
amazing
i am going to try to see them when they are up in chicago, too.
if you don't know what band i am talking about, then you obviously aren't very cool.
today will be fun times...lunch with Sic! yay.
stay positive and love your life
peace ya'll
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ldwarren:
Hey you know what? Chicago could well be my destination in a few month's time. I will have to press you for info about it!
peace back
peace back
twlsb:
311 is...what's up.
pirate?
pirate?
oohhh the insanity!
i am just having too much fun to leave.
that's all that i can think about right now...
::sniffle::sniffle::
i am just having too much fun to leave.
that's all that i can think about right now...
::sniffle::sniffle::
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ck:
awww...don't be sad
serric:
that sucks sorry.
you think that i would be able to stand up for myself when some ugly, fat bitch cuts in front of me in line...but nooo. i have to stand there and be pissed off to myself..gawdd, when will i ever be able to unleash my inner-total-bitch?
anyway, my operating system on my poor little Mac 'ist kaput', so i have to wait to get back...
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terdferguson:
You know I'm pretty good at being an asshole some times, maybe I can give you some tips.
That and watch the basic training part of Full Metal Jacket, that'll teach you to really insult someone.
That and watch the basic training part of Full Metal Jacket, that'll teach you to really insult someone.
ldwarren:
Maybe you are saving yourself up and the next ugly, fat bitch is gonna get a shock. Eek!
i just burnt my bum to a crisp! ouch! spankings will have to be put on hold for a little bit...
i am excited for august 8th-11th cause my best best friend Kelly will be here from LA. she & i go waaay back and i haven't seen her in forever so we will have much partying and catching up to do.
the countdown begins...
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i am excited for august 8th-11th cause my best best friend Kelly will be here from LA. she & i go waaay back and i haven't seen her in forever so we will have much partying and catching up to do.
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inmalmedy:
catching up with old friends is the best, and it's an excuse to do crazy shit..then gossip...then do more crazy shit. A very scandalous cycle.
twlsb:
Banana's in pajamas are coming down the stairs.
How are you? Partying in the AZ. I got kicked out of Soma last night for taking my shirt off and putting on a girls pink sweater with sparkles. The bouncer said I had to leave because "I probably wanted to fuck a guy in ass." The guy was Annette's BF. It was a fun night, but then again so is everynight with P.A.T.
How are you? Partying in the AZ. I got kicked out of Soma last night for taking my shirt off and putting on a girls pink sweater with sparkles. The bouncer said I had to leave because "I probably wanted to fuck a guy in ass." The guy was Annette's BF. It was a fun night, but then again so is everynight with P.A.T.
now is the time when i start to freak out..i have a lot of things that i have to take care of before i go back to school. one of them being that i have to pack an entire new wardrobe into a suitcase. this should be interesting. another, i have to have my poor little mac looked @. it's inability to load certain webpages...
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ck:
noooooooooo
dont go!
i hate good byes. i'm at a turning point in my life as well.
dont go!
i hate good byes. i'm at a turning point in my life as well.
suicidesic:
aww...missed you tonight, it was tres busy though
i'm torn...
without getting into all of it here, it's true, i can never be happy where i am. i am always leaving behind someone important...
lets do a pro/con of chicago vs. tucson...this should be interesting & therapeutic.
chi-town:
cons. weather fucking sucks. people suck alot. commute & traffic. materialism & trophy house seekers. stupid brats that have everything handed to them...high price of...
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without getting into all of it here, it's true, i can never be happy where i am. i am always leaving behind someone important...
lets do a pro/con of chicago vs. tucson...this should be interesting & therapeutic.
chi-town:
cons. weather fucking sucks. people suck alot. commute & traffic. materialism & trophy house seekers. stupid brats that have everything handed to them...high price of...
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aficionado:
The Chicago weather CANNOT be worse than it is here in Minnesota. but. you're not thinking about moving here. And I actually found the people in Chicago nicer than they are here in the twin cities!
Anyway, the weather in Tucson is probably too warm for me, but you seem to have more pros under it than you do for Chicago. I guess you have to ask yourself how much your friends in Chicago mean to you. That seems, to me, to be the major deciding factor. Otherwise it looks like you have a good thing going in Tucson.
Anyway, the weather in Tucson is probably too warm for me, but you seem to have more pros under it than you do for Chicago. I guess you have to ask yourself how much your friends in Chicago mean to you. That seems, to me, to be the major deciding factor. Otherwise it looks like you have a good thing going in Tucson.
suicidesic:
I would hate to be in your position....oh wait I kind of am..
You'll figure it out eventually, and I'll always be around somewhere...if you need any help with anything let me know.
You'll figure it out eventually, and I'll always be around somewhere...if you need any help with anything let me know.
i hate being stressed...
my parents made me fucking cry while i was trying to eat my beyond bread sandwich and i am pissed..they seriously need to get over worrying about me. hell-oo, i am 22. they just like to nit-pick because they have nothing else to do.
ugh.
they are ready for me to go back.
i am such a horrible daughter, supposedly. at...
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my parents made me fucking cry while i was trying to eat my beyond bread sandwich and i am pissed..they seriously need to get over worrying about me. hell-oo, i am 22. they just like to nit-pick because they have nothing else to do.
ugh.
they are ready for me to go back.
i am such a horrible daughter, supposedly. at...
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aficionado:
what a bunch of jerkos! You'd think your parents would be more understanding about this stuff. My parents would probably want me to live at home forever if they could have it.
I just want to feel okay.
I just want to feel okay.
terdferguson:
Hey, it's friday, you need to go out and get drunk and have fun.
You better be partying at this exact moment in time or you're in trouble!
BTW, Am I invited to party central?