so, yaesterday was great... had a shitty night at work. My ex isbeing shitty... made shitty money last night, and my knees were killing me, which is so shitty. But!!!!! I discovered the vicodin, norco, and corona coctail.... I felt no pain and slept like a baby... I need to come up with a name for it, any suggestions?
Two whole days of getting a whole lot of nothing accomplished... I kind of liked it. I did have somewhat of an interesting night last night as i stayed in. 2 women from my past contacted me. Their driving reason was they heard I was single again and both invited me to come see them. i wont bore you all with details but apparently each...
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nancy:
so do i. 
I know it has been awhile since Ive written. Now being single, I should have more time to spend here. Ive decided to spend sometime alone. My ex fiance did a number on me, and whats worse, I let her. She cheated on me with a girl, and I decided to try and make it work, she was sorry and promised it would never happen...
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visara:
Dearest friend ... shit happens 
I am so sorry you have shit in your life right now ... it will all come right - you will see
I am so sorry you have shit in your life right now ... it will all come right - you will see 
All moved, All in, All good< I miss my suicide girls!
kathearsis:
Dude, you alive?
Hey guess what everyone!!!!!! Im excited, yes I am still losing weight. But, that isnt why Im all jazzed. I found a house, or more like a cabin....in the mountains, about 20 minutes from where I work....and its cheap....waaaaaay cheap. It has a huge sitting area in front that is all windows and a big fireplace. It is only a one bedroom, but, there is...
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visara:
Glad to hear about the house! Many happy years ... and bbq's! 
casper:
wow, 400 lbs! yeah, that cant be healthy, im glad you are working hard to take care of yourself...
mwah
mwah
I do apologize to you that actually read my journal for the neglect. Where do I begin? How come they forgot to put flavor in healthy food? I was told not to change eating habits all at once because your body will go into shock. so, little by little....Im down to 2 or 3 sodas a week and I drink water more than I ever...
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visara:
I've now been off cigarettes for a week because I have bronchitis ... now I can just as well quit. Glad to hear you are loosing some weight.
casper:
ouch,
what are you down too?
what are you down too?
well, ok. Here we go. So I quit drinking soda and as some of you know, Dr. Pepper is a lifeline for me. I quit eating red meat...for the most part. instead of taquitos or chicken strips at work, I am eating salad. I am sitting here eating a grapefruit as I type this. I have been doing this for 2 days and I dont...
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visara:
Hope you reach your goal!
kathearsis:
OK buddy you and me.
I'm on 344 pounds. I need to be (I think) about 230 pounds.
I need to stop: coffee with 3 sugars in it. Cola.... I drink it like the world's supply is for me only. Fatty meat.... EGGS....
I'm gonna start with the sugars... coffee and cola...
How about regular check-ins for us both? I think somebody that understand how I feel can be a great help....
What do you say?
OK buddy you and me.
I'm on 344 pounds. I need to be (I think) about 230 pounds.
I need to stop: coffee with 3 sugars in it. Cola.... I drink it like the world's supply is for me only. Fatty meat.... EGGS....
I'm gonna start with the sugars... coffee and cola...
How about regular check-ins for us both? I think somebody that understand how I feel can be a great help....
What do you say?
Oh, I almost forgot, be sure to check out my movie debut. Going straight to video is a movie I landed a small roll in. Its called Consignment and I punch a guy over the hood of my car. It should be out soon.
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visara:
I'm a "Behavioural Consultant" and my man is an "Opera Singer" .... really!
lanolin:
oooh. thats great!!!
do you know when it will be out??
do you know when it will be out??
Ok, heres the deal...Things have been going screwey in my life. I still have not gone back to smoking which is cool. Heidi and I still going up and down in our relationship, but, still love eachother enough to get married. Since I quit smoking, I have gained a shitload of weight, which isnt cool, now my feet are swelling and I cant afford to...
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visara:
Hey there! Of course people read these journals ... some of us are just too fucking lazy to add comments
It shitty being overweight. Fortunately I don't have that problem, but my man (Kathearsis) has. And he also doesn't eat a lot. Fucking slow metabolism is to blame. Both of us are getting back to the gym tomorrow ...
It shitty being overweight. Fortunately I don't have that problem, but my man (Kathearsis) has. And he also doesn't eat a lot. Fucking slow metabolism is to blame. Both of us are getting back to the gym tomorrow ...
well crap, it seems my career is taking out of control turns...which makes me a stress bucket. I will live of course, just want to be comfortable doing so. I was thinking about buying a house, but, I dont know now. may have to move to los angeles which is not where i want to live. at least Heidi and I are doing better than...
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