So, I just got back from the doctor....again. They had 3 doctors come in to look at my legs. At this point, Im in so much pain, it is hard to walk. The anti-biotics didnt work on my infection. I also find myself pushing the people that care for me away. They wrapped both my legs in a medicated guaze and I have to keep it there for a week. which makes taking a shower almost impossible. I normally shower 3 times a day. I just want to feel better. Im tired and im going back to bed.....Oh, they also said I need to lose weight, which is true.... Its also hard to do when I am also instructed to keep my legs elevated as much as possible.
ugh. i'd die if i couldn't shower. seriously...
take it easy though. think about yourself for once, i want you to do that. i'm worried about your legs. so fuck showering, just keep your leg elevated.
and if someone really cares about you...they'll understand where you're coming from. and they certainly won't let you push them away, darling. but they will give you space. or whatever you need. true friends and loved ones will always be there for you, no matter what.
xoxoxo
p.s. i'll give you a great big boobie hug
hang in there.
*HUGS*