alickalotapus

I know it has been awhile since Ive written. Now being single, I should have more time to spend here. Ive decided to spend sometime alone. My ex fiance did a number on me, and whats worse, I let her. She cheated on me with a girl, and I decided to try and make it work, she was sorry and promised it would never happen again. That we should continue our plans and get married. So, every evening while I was at work, "making the money to pay all the bills..including her 2007 solara" she was out with this chick that looks like a guy. I knew it was happening deep down, i suppose. I tried to give her the benefit of the doubt. I moved out April first, and it was hard, I truely loved her. All she really had to say about it was, "I cant believe you took the TV" which happened to be a birthday present to me. As I cruz on in life, I have been in 4 major relationship, once married for 10 years, I have noticed that its women that more apt to cheat and dishonor a relationship. Its happened to me way too many times. I started blaming myself, maybe tha fact i work with strippers...or is it that I am over weight? No, its their fault. It is just becoming more acceptable in society to be a cheater...Its like nobody even cares anymore. Well I do. I will find a good woman that I can spend my life with, one that will appreciate all i give and will give back, one that will be only mine...Not today though, Im too tired.