so, Ryan's grandad passed away thur. night. I found out soon after my last post. It was expected, so no one was too upset. The memorial service was yesterday. It was a bit too long for me. But, I guess it was nice. He was the type to plan everything. And he had the service completely planned how he wanted it.

ryan's brother came down for his vacation and to see his granddad since he was doing poorly, so we got to spend time with him. Caden loves hanging with his Uncle. I can't wait until they move back up here. I feel bad that my boys don't have too many people in their lives. We are very lucky to have our parents, but they have no fun uncle/aunt/cousins or anything. Easter will be pretty boring since they're the only kids in the family.

I got my second skull on sat. It hurt like a bitch. Way more than the first one. And it's acting up more. The inside of my arm is way swollen and even looked like it was bruising up, but it looks better this morning. It took me 7 years to figure out what I wanted. I hope it doesnt' take that long to figure out my next. I felt really bad and special. My tattoo man broke his leg last monday, he cancelled all his apt. except mine. I felt bad, but he said he really wanted to do mine. Plus he's hot, so that made me blush.

My bf is having her bday party this weekend. Should be fun. The newest work with Ryan is April 28-29 we will have a "family briefing" all the families get togther and people talk to us about deployment. From there on the 29th our guys will be leaving. They'll go to Camp Roberts for 30 days and then Mississippi for 60 days then to Iraq. But, still no order, no time frame or anything. Very frustrating. that' was a long one sorry guys.