aliciakay

Like I feared I can't get in for my tattoo until next month and like I fear even more Ryan is more than likely getting deployed in April. Things change everyday, but today it would go down like this:
Ryan get's home Feb. 16th...leaves for filling out paperwork and crap Mar. 3-20th..Then Leaves for Iraq April 1st.

So that gives me about 3 weeks with him. But, they might be leaving for Iraq later. We're suppost to get the orders this week. That will tell us what, when and where. So, I'm just trying not to think about it right now. I'm not letting myself get into "husband is leaving for 18 months Oh-my-fucking-gosh" mode yet. Which is hard. Plus I'm stilll the damn leader of our Family crap. We need to have a meeting very soon.

So, say ryan does leave April 1st should we move back to our hometown before he leaves? Or should the boys and I stay put so that Caden can finish Pre-school? And then in July move to Vacaville?(our home town). We're only 35 min. away, but I really think it would help to have our family close. Or will it? So, I don't know if we should do all changes at once (school, move, daddy leaving) or do it step by step. And I really have to wait untill we know he's leaving for sure to make any solid plans. So, tell me what you think.