At the age of 14-15, I looked at the models from here and dreamed that someday I would become the same as them! But I had very low self-esteem, so at 18 I never dared to become a model! But as time went on, my hard work on myself with psychologists, my work on myself in external qualities did their job!
And now my first set comes out a little over a year ago! I learned to fully love myself, fulfilled my teenage dream, and now I'm doing what I want! I don’t hide behind a HUGE amount of Photoshop to remove extra wrinkles or pimples! I created my channels on cool popular sites! I started doing porn and also filming and editing it! Perhaps someone will say, "Hmm, the dream is completely stupid." But no! My work on myself really deserves respect!
And all this thanks to a lurking dream - to become one of the SuicideGirls! I communicate with some models and feel that we are on the same wavelength and this gives me confidence in the future! I see only a kind and sympathetic community here and this gives me hope for a kind society!
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lz55:
Can certainly relate to going through a period of my life with low self-esteem, I'm still not fully past it really. I have to say though that I'm really happy for you that you were able to overcome that. I had actually deleted everything on my account months ago, which included the little review/article I wrote about you. I knew though that I wanted to write about you, because what I saw when I looked at you was a confident person. I remember I called it 'Confidence's Reflection'. I suppose the confidence that I saw in you, was that of a person who overcame something difficult. I hope you will continue to achieve whatever you set out to do and have a fulfilling life. You're an inspiration. Proud of you. ❤
aliceverner:
@lz55 thanks a lot! always go to your goal! we are all beautiful! Yes, the world and people can be cruel, but the most important thing is how you treat yourself and your body. there are two most important things in the world - your soul and your body! your body always takes care of you, it protects you from external factors and loves you with all its cells! love him back! you are beautiful! hug💕