alicetrip

well, i did recover from my hangover, but now i have a cold LOL. funny thing, a lot of the people who were at the party got sick. guess there was something in the air or rather, the clouds of smoke that were filling the basement .

what else is up? i'm ready to break my "friend" justin's neck. i've known him for 4 years this august and we dated for a year. that year i stopped smoking pot just cuz he hated the idea of drugs. so yeah, out of respect, i didn't smoke pot for a year. like i've mentioned befor, he is totally infatuated with this girl that he has been ignoring me over. suddenly out of nowhere he IMs me on saturday (a.k.a. recovery day ) saying he was pissed at her cuz she sent him a text message stating she was on a really sick high and her heart was beating so fast it felt like it was humming rather then beating. the girl smokes pot, does E and speed . he said that when he wrote her back asking if she needed help or to be picked up or whatever, she made fun of him and didn't bother contacting him again. from the symptoms he was describing to me, i told him she most likely on coke...what can i say? everything she described to him sounded waaaaaaaaaaaaaay too familiar to me . but no, she would never hide anything from him, never. i told him, if she wanted help, she would have asked for it, and until she decides she needs/wants it, she'll keep making him feel like an ass for being concerned.

ofcourse, that was far from what he wanted to hear and tried to defend her. i was just like "look, you wantred the truth, you got it. the girl is a druggy, that simple. either accept what comes with the territory or leave her alone, you're a big boy, but you shouldn't be surprised by her actions." i guess i'm a bit peeved cuz me smoking pot was a HUGE problem, but her speed habbit is perfectly fine. i just don't want him to start doing the shit.

ok, i'm done ranting. i was just really upset. i was also mad at the fact that he went to a mutual friend of ours for advice...but failed to mention ALL the IMPORTANT details like the fact that she does more then pot and that its all part of her everyday lifestyle and that he was okay with it from day 1. our friend felt toally deceived just cuz it was then made kinda clear that if he left certain things out, he'd hear the answer he wanted & not the one he was gonna get.

in other news, my boy drew was MORE than happy to share with me how retarded i ascted friday night lol. i was apparently playing musical chairs with myself, either that or not a single seat in the basement was comfortable. that and as the night progressed, i became less and less coheirant LOL .

that's all, hit me up with some comments ppl!!!!!!