well, i didn't get to see my baby this weekend. emergengies w/work...but like he said, when you are running your own business, you have to be on-call 24hrs a day, 7 days a week.
the idea is still kinda just starting to settle in my head and my heart. i spoke to him today & just like i told him, i didn't know if i could handle this thing called us, he got very upset. he didn't yell or anything, but his tone changed rapidly and you could just tell he was hoping this was NOT a conversation he hoped would come up, or more so, was praying would not.
i guess i just let everything out. that i just needed to make sure he was worth me being patient for. that there were no surprises comming up. y'know, the unpleasent kind. so pretty much, the thing i had to decide was if I thought it was worth it for me cuz he thought it was.
well, what it came down to is this:
he is with me cuz we both want a relationship. he was single for a while cuz of what he went through w/his ex wife, but he doesn't want to be single anymore, he wants to be with me. so it was really up to me what i wanted and that was gonna be that. so what was the decision? i wanna keep my ty as long as i can
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god i need to stop worrying about everything. well, the conclusion of the story is that i'm gonna be patient cuz he's worth it.
the idea is still kinda just starting to settle in my head and my heart. i spoke to him today & just like i told him, i didn't know if i could handle this thing called us, he got very upset. he didn't yell or anything, but his tone changed rapidly and you could just tell he was hoping this was NOT a conversation he hoped would come up, or more so, was praying would not.
i guess i just let everything out. that i just needed to make sure he was worth me being patient for. that there were no surprises comming up. y'know, the unpleasent kind. so pretty much, the thing i had to decide was if I thought it was worth it for me cuz he thought it was.
well, what it came down to is this:
he is with me cuz we both want a relationship. he was single for a while cuz of what he went through w/his ex wife, but he doesn't want to be single anymore, he wants to be with me. so it was really up to me what i wanted and that was gonna be that. so what was the decision? i wanna keep my ty as long as i can
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god i need to stop worrying about everything. well, the conclusion of the story is that i'm gonna be patient cuz he's worth it.
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alicetrip:
i think everyone has someone they can be patient for. if i told u how me and ty met, you'd never believe me, its too retarded for words. 
xxhazmatxx:
stranger! you live on my block and never come by to say hello 