is it a bad thing when all i wanna do is sit in the dark and watch donnie darko w/a bottle of wine?
today has been one of the most miserable days i've ever had in my life. 6 yrs since my friend passed away. he would have been 22.
then i had to tell someone i care about more then anything in the world that i can't be with them anymore b/c i can never have them the way i want to or deserve to. why did i even wake up this morning.
today has been one of the most miserable days i've ever had in my life. 6 yrs since my friend passed away. he would have been 22.
then i had to tell someone i care about more then anything in the world that i can't be with them anymore b/c i can never have them the way i want to or deserve to. why did i even wake up this morning.


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I'm sorry about your friend. My best fried died about 8 years ago. Damn, it doesn't seem like it's been that long...Anyway, I know how you feel and it sucks.
And I agree with machfive too. If this someone is not treating you the way you deserve to be treated then he doesn't deserve you. I know it's got to hurt, but you will find someone who will treat you the way you should be treated and love you the way you deserve to be. *HUG*
i suggest u find something creative to do, it a good thing you were strong enough to not be someone that someone else likes "having around" i cant stand that shit at all!
go you!