aliceblack

No. She never really wrecked me. There's always been something about her company that pokes holes in me, but only recently upon temporarily burning down my newfound happiness did I realize that it isnt the circumstances of our meetings, but the simple fact that she depresses me. Everything about her breaks my heart. I cant stand how much she loves the person that she thinks I am. Or the idol I've become to her.

Her father is a preacher. She told me that she loves me more than God. I don't believe in God.

I may be a stable structure but I've always had a weakness for bitter sadness.

Somehow through the chaos I've managed a sliver of sunshine. I've found myself tiptoeing trough the good days like I'll wake a sleeping monster. The one in me thats nothing but void. I carefully select my surroundings, and supporting cast . I'm not afraid, im just aware of what im capable of.
In the good ways and the bad.

I'll walk on ice, I'll dance this dance.