alice

my best friend (from cupertino) called me last night... i miss that girl a lot. it's so lonely in los angeles with out her. we've been friends for almost 15 years. that's a lot of history.... i'm a little worried about two of our other friends. they're planning on moving to an island off of portugal in may. it's a LONG story.... i just worry. it's weird leaving home and then hearing about all the drama that's been going on there with all these people i used to hang out with... and it's really sad to know that i would only talk to most of these people a couple times after i moved, and then maybe only talk to them them when i go back for a few days, to eventually never hear from them again at some point. it just makes me sad sometimes... i know that some of them will never leave cupertino, either... people are so afraid to make changes and to let go, when sometimes that's the best thing for them.....