alicat13

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

laaameeeeeeeeeeeee.........

lots of fun on saturday. im glad wugglyump came! we had lots of fun. a lot of people from pinkerton were there. that was interesting. our next party will be a farewell to reading, ma party because duncan and i wont be living here much longer. that's ok though. our roomates are super lame. ha. ok im off to work. see everyone laterrrrrr....

hey hey.

http://www.evite.com/pages/invite/viewInvite.jsp?event=IWYGWPDZQRGDWJDVFJMO

wee!!

gimme your email addresses and i'll email you the invitation!

i don't know what it is but i feel like crap. im so run down and tired all the time... but for some reason i can't sleep very well and when i do it's not that good sleep. blah this sucks. i feel so lost and hopeless sometimes and i want someone to fix it but that's way too much to ask. im just the...
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hey hey. so i go into work today and this guy i work with, jeff, was all like "so why haven't we hung out lately? is it because i forgot your bday?" i said no. he then said that he got me a belated bday present. i looked in my locker and there was a suicide girls book that he got for me at newbury...
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hey hey. so i should update this more often. ehh.... i went to nyc last weekend to see my friend zach. thinks went ok. he didn't seem too happy to see me after the first day. oh well. i know i can get annoying but it just hurt. blahhh..... today is duncan's 24th bday. we are currently sitting at home doing nothing. i live such...
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ok why do my roomates have to be so fucking retarded. i have two days off in a row, sundays and mondays. i usually clean the house for a bit during the day and sit around a be a bum for the second half, unless i have something to do of course. anyways.... i cleaned the entire fucking house these past few days and when...
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i just read my journal from last night. i was so mad. i have to go back to work tomorrow. boo to that. i was kinda productive on my day off today. i went to goodtimes in salem nh and got two female pieces and one slide for my "tobacco water pipes." its so funny how they have signs all over the place saying that...
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well well. im currently sitting in the other room while duncan is fast asleep on our bed. it's so comfy! he doesn't like it when im on the computer in the same room. my typing keeps him awake. booo. so nothing really has happened. i have almost left my job so many times in the past few weeks. i don't even care anymore. i hate...
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wee. so today is my birthday. we had a party last saturday night. i had such a good time and i think everyone else did too. i don't really remember pieces of the party. anything after 10pm is kinda foggy. i do remember however, that wugglyump has some of my clothes. i need them!!! that belt is a must-have for work. we will figure something...
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