I had surgery 3 days ago and as expected I feel like shit. They thought I had ovarian cysts but turns out i have endometriosis and it had adhered my left ovary to my abdominal lining. Fucking ouch! This fuckin sux. Means that I haveto go through some treatments for it. Shots every month for 6 months then an ongoing treatment of birthcontroll the kind when you don't stop to have ur period it puts you in a post medipausal state. I could possibly be infertal because of it but I won't know until I'm older and I try to have kids. I'm not ready yet but its kinda scary fuck its really scary that I may not be able to. Well thats my little rant I'm kinda down and I may use this as a place to talk about it. Its easyer to write about it then to talk to someone and watch their face and how uncomfortable they are when you tell them. Not sure what else to say about it yet. I gatta talk to the doctor next week. I can't even think about going to work again right now and I have to on Monday. Thats it for now I guess. Thanks for reading my rant
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It took 2 weeks before i was fully moble. (work wanted me back after a week, i said FUCK NO) it took about 4 or 5 days for me to walk with out looking like an dold person.
dont over do. just rest. everything will work out and consider fining a 2nd GYN before you settle for the treatment they are giving you. sometimes just exploring options helps